Health ~ Conspiracies ~ Folly of psychiatry
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This YouTube video is worth a thousand words:
An Industry of Death. The man talking before the documentary
looks brain damaged... from the drug.
Antidepressants aren't to lift your mood; it's insulin to make you weak,
quiet and docile. You end up obese because you’re forced to store
everything you eat into fat before you get the chance to use it…
Hypoglycemia is so painful it’s worst than dead so it causes suicidal
ideation, hunger rage that can turn violent, confusion from lack of enough
fuel to think (psychosis) and without enough blood sugar... you can drop
dead. And antidepressants do all that. On purpose. Because they’re
not serotonin, they’re insulin. Their name is a lie… so you’d
willingly accept their chemical straight jacket and swallow their bullets.
It’s not for your own good. It never is.
If you want that you’ll have to do it yourself.
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They CAUSE depression, suicide ideation and violence. They cause babies
to be born with missing limbs or organs growing outside the body. It doesn’t
get any worse than this. Greens can make anybody stronger. I had severe
depression relapse from an event and I cured my adrenal fatigue in 3 days
with lots of greens and as much vitamin C as I could hold and therefore
If you want to kill yourself, take antidepressants, they WILL kill you
slowly and painfully. If you want to live, be healthy and happy,
eat greens and vitamin C; and enjoy simple
things with gratitude. Balancing your life is more complex but
it’s a great start!
Low blood sugar and low thyroid causes fatigue and depression; but when
someone complains of depression they aren’t tested for them, they’re
given antidepressants. But to add insult to injury, those who complain
of FATIGUE are given antidepressants without ever testing their body!???
WTF! Profits hungry pushers exploiting normal human emotions, that's what
Control yourself, take responsibility and figure things
out… or someone will gladly take over your life if you wish
to surrender it... they will enslave and control you with drugs, restraints
and torturous pains such as electroshocks… not to help you, to exploit
you! And every step of the way they will pretend that it’s for your
own good and will name brain damaging drugs that will shut down your kidneys
with happy misleading names like “EternalOrgasmicBliss” but
nothing could be further from the truth. No one has ever been happier
on antidepressants. So unless you’d be happy to be turned into an
obese zombie, nah just forget it you’d be too numbed to even appreciate
it. You’d be better of dead. Don’t fall for false hope and
broken promises. You’d be better off keeping your despair and sadness;
at least you’d still have human emotions proving that you’re
still alive. You'd still be able to think about a way out eventually.
Here’s an anecdote from an episode of
House M.D. that illustrates the approach of psychiatry: a man goes to
the hospital with a cockroach in his ear, after some hours he can’t
bear the crawling horror silently anymore. He starts shrieking for help,
running around in a panic. Dr House injects him something and he falls
on the ground, paralyzed, not even able to blink. His boss is outraged,
saying that he’s still suffering and Dr
House replied “Yes, but quietly~”
Psychiatry does even worst: Not only they won't even bother to try to
understand and find the cause of your suffering (they can't, they don't
have the knowledge anyway) but they'll make you even less able to do it
yourself. They cash in the more you suffer, so they will gladly worsen
you to keep you dependent, and blame you for the deterioration.
Those criminal pushers even killed people, chemicals
They used to hammer your brain with an ice pick to keep you subservient
(Dictionary: excessively submissive, serving as a means to an end), now
they do the same damage with drugs. The methods are different but their
goals are still the same.
They didn’t evolve with science, even medicine dismiss
facts from research when it threatens profits. The body and mind
is the same thing, they never should have separated the professions because
they both fail to see the big picture.
There’s a clear link between nourishment,
health and mind; everyone knows that! “You are what you eat”
and "A healthy mind in a healthy body". Both medicine and psychiatry
turned their backs on nutrition and even ridicule it; those people believe
that they’re above nature by worshiping man made toxins. The side
effects are often worst than what they’re supposed to treat, or
even cause it!
Antidepressants cause hypoglycemia, which cause depression
in the first place! Low blood sugar also causes psychosis and death,
known side effects of the drug! They worsen you!!! If you eat too much
sugar and refined junk, getting too highs and too lows, balance your diet
instead! On the drug, you end up with only lows, the deadliest.
You pay for their arrogance, as they indulge and exploit your own lack
of knowledge, with your money, health and very life. You can learn
better than their outdated degree that they memorized like a parrot
without experiencing it themselves. The internet
is broader, freshly updated, scientific pioneers will gladly share and
people post useful feedback; but theories become even clearer facts when
tested on yourself. "Knowledge is power."
Make sure to research what you're getting into first,
never trust anyone blindly. "Hell was paved with good intentions."
Even kind caring people can be wrong; they can inflict the most atrocious
harm, in denial even of the obvious, by being so sure to be right, full
of themselves with the cruelest arrogance, they merely look down on you
by pretending to be able to help in your stead. Live
your own life.
Psychiatry is filled with ignorant; they are
still barbaric and even brutal.
They lock innocent people up without a fair
trial, tie them up and deny them even the freedom to think and feel! They
even give torturous seizures and put people in comas. Murderers are treated
better; those working for psychiatry are even glorified. Mass murders
tend to be, especially when endorsed by the government, whom is happy
with the billions of dollars that they make off your agony; just like
Hitler did, but now people are pressured to volunteer "for their
own good". Ha! The scam.
My sister suffered by their hand. She was denied water,
told that she doesn't deserve it. With no toilet in
her cell, she ended up drinking her urine out of desperation. Her crime?
She saw her lover drown... She defended herself
when a man tried to take advantage of her weakened state to rape her;
the asshole called the police and pretended to be the victim. He claimed
that she was mad, just because she was on antidepressant for her mourning.
Because of prejudices against the label, her
opinion, thoughts and feelings became discredited
blindly; even by the psychiatric "professionals" who
locked her up for months without a trial, and abused her even more.
That would damage the mind of anyone. But worst,
they drugged her so hard that she regressed into a little child, barely
able to remember who she was; it damaged her brain so much that she could
never finish her last year of medicine study, or work ever again. She
wanted to become a psychiatrist and care for people... She was deceived
by a cruel industry. It's sickening to destroy
people and call it helpful.
I suffered too, but I always refused to be drugged and did my best to
keep my composure. When I got my diagnostic of hypoglycemia
(which I figured out myself, it explained all my symptoms,
and went away on a natural diet) I tried to have the wrong label removed
with a new psychiatric evaluation. I brought my documentation hoping to
dialogue between two intelligent adults, showing with facts why it doesn't
But expecting to be treated as an equal and questioning them insulted
her ego, so she tried to crush who I am into
submission by saying: "You are right, but I still think that you
have another personality disorder, no one will ever want you, not even
in therapy. You probably have a quality, but honestly, I can't find you
any." I am obviously, and undeniably, extremely intelligent. She
knew she was wrong but did it anyway: it was meant
to hurt. She even said that I have to learn to listen and do what
I'm told. She couldn't care less about my needs and safety! Her goal was
blind admiration to get status, and the power trip of obedience, she even
tried to invalidate and destroy my identity
completely to gain it! RED FLAG!
I kept my cool self control, but later I cried like
a baby, mourning my illusions, then let go. I reported her with
an official written complain, to protect others from such psychological
violence and abuse, but they dismissed it saying that her report was irreproachable;
forms are all they cared about, hurting patients with more psychological
damage didn’t matter even to this most reputed hospital. Useless
I embraced the fact that I can only rely on myself,
which terrified me, but then I moved on
to discover the joys of this absolute freedom.
Now I don't give a shit about the opinion of fools! But I do care about
the people they prey on... yet I can only offer knowledge and options.
I can't stand the idea of my pointless torment being repeated; especially
not by making people falsely believe that it's their only hope, dooming
them to despair... when the answer is as simple as balancing
your needs, nourishing yourself, resting and getting rid of what poisons
People have the free will to choose: to help themselves, or to throw their
freedom away along with the responsibilities... Be
careful what you wish for.
If I had obeyed mindlessly and taken the antidepressants, contributing
to their billions of profits, when I clearly didn't
faint in the streets because I was sad but suffering from severe
fatigue; those chemicals would have worsened my hypoglycemia,
damaged my liver and caused damaging imbalances in my brain! Ha! I would
still be sick and miserable. I'm not! My body is over nourished with compressed
vitamins and minerals, so he can catch
up to deficiencies and heal. I'd even believe in miracles if I
didn't know the science behind it. I granted my own prayers.
I feel empowered and proud to manage myself freely
and independently. If everyone did that their industry would go
bankrupt. DO IT! Vegetables are much more filling
and colorful than refined cardboard. Almonds are way tastier than candy!
I'm so happy with the natural lifestyle; I sure
don't miss the chemical industries of death!
Psychiatrists are extremely devastating and unprofessional.
They have to disappear!!! Deny them power, keep it to yourself! Save yourself,
no matter how long it takes, never give up your own life in the hands
of someone else!!! Protect yourself! A therapist even told me to be polite
and to never hit someone who assaults me sexually. BULLSHIT!
Believing that only make you an easier victim! He laughed until
I got angry, firm and was ready to fight for
my safety. Those cowards hunting the vulnerable, too pathetic to seduce,
ran for their lives at the second I glared showing my teeth!
You have the LEGAL and vital right to defend yourself!
Read the police's site about self
defense, it cheered me up and I slept peacefully. You're not
powerless and you don't have to be! Allowing abuse is disrespectful to
yourself! You're important too!
Psychiatric drugs don't improve life, health and mood: they destroy it
even more! It's about dominating what they don't understand
which intimidates them, by force not kindness. The hospital I went
to didn't even know what Post
Traumatic Stress was! Info at helpguide. But it's actually
fatigue; make sure to read my section on the biological impacts
of stress so you can heal the root cause.
It's easier to blame the victim, because then you can believe that the
world is just and that it can't happen to you. But shit
just happens! Bad luck doesn't make people bad. Just do your best;
but sometimes you won't be able to do anything, you can't control anyone
but yourself, then just avoid,
ignore and forget.
Labeling makes psychiatrists feel in control of the world, but
it's meaningless: calling people names is insulting, claiming that emotions
and personalities are diseases is cruel, it's often a vital adaptation
to abnormal situations; they do bullying not healing!
Psychiatrists even more scared and clueless than you are! They'd
probably do worst than you in your situation.
Take care of your health with your own hands. Only you have your own best
interest at heart. You can figure out your needs better than anyone.
Such simple word is one of the secrets to happiness. Vitamin C as well~
Lisa Of Shades
26 September 2013
Added 2 more videos: 24 December 2013
More video: 25 February 2014
What a psy told me:
When I went to get the label removed after a real doctor found I'm actually
hypoglycemic, she told me that I was right, but that she still think that
I have a personality disorder(wow my identity is a disease, nice) because
she can't find me any qualities (how professional) and n o one will ever
want me not even in therapy (she can see the future too!!!)
Well, she's right but it's still freaking unprofessional and mean!!! XD
I cried like a baby, and then moved on turning my back on it completely.
Lisa Of Shades
26 September 2013
Psychiatry medication is POISON
1. Chemistry. a grayish-green to greenish-yellow, crystalline, water-insoluble
solid, C 1 2 H 9 NS, used chiefly as an insecticide
and vermifuge, and in the synthesis of pharmaceuticals.
2. Pharmacology. any of a class of medications
used principally to treat psychotic symptoms,
as delusions or hallucinations, and excessive excitability.
Because when you're brain damaged even worst than half way to oblivion
you can't bother people. Psychotics aren't insects!!! Their brain is just
missing oxygen or glucose to function!!! Give them eggs and broccoli and
take away ALL chemicals and they'll be as cudly as kittens!
WTF! People WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You can't use something to KILL and then claim it's a cure when you use
it on people that you have prejudices against!!!
THAT'S psychi9atry, THIS is who you want to take care of your well being,
and put the life of your loved ones in their murderous hands. SHAME ON
Steroid medication cause psychosis. Antidepressants made it worst for
EVERYONE. Quote from ncbi:
"Of particular note was the fact that tricyclic antidepressants produced
an exacerbation or worsening of the clinical state in all patients to
whom they were administered."
In the YouTube video Australia's
Teen Suicide Epidemic the parents KNEW that antidepressants
worsened the suicide impulse, especially the first MONTH, and they poisoned
the poor kid anyway saying that it’s a small side effect and risk.
SMALL!? It’s DEATH, if that’s small then WTF is big!? How
could you do this to her. You didn't want to be inconvenienced and threw
the responsibility in the hands of strangers who couldn't possibly care,
when it was YOUR job as a parent. Well, the poor girl killed herself.
She granted your wish. She got her unpleasant existence out of your perfect
little way~ That’s how much she loved you. I think she should have
lived, moved out as soon as possible and ignored you back for the rest
of your life, not visiting you even once in the hospice… But she
preferred to die, so I guess she was a good child deserving your tender
care after all. I hope you’re happy.
Be careful what you wish for and what you do. Good
intentions isn’t enough. Take ACTION… YOURSELF!!! If you want
something done right, do it yourself… Even, and especially, love
Seriously hat did you expect locking your little girl up and loading her
with drugs, that she’s come back home all loving and giggling all
blossomed and happy like a perfect little doll!!!? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If
you really HAVE to do that, then lock her up in her own room, not some
strange unknown scary place, and load the room with kittens!!! And make
her smoke pot, as much as I hate body damaging crap and ignoring important
issues, maybe she’ll giggle after THAT. Stupid parents. You’re
monsters; you should be locked up for real bad nurturing.
If you stop loading your kids with sugar and caffeine (cola and junk)
they won’t bounce off the ceiling hysterically like monkeys on speed,
which is exactly what you did to them. If I eat too much sugar and crash
(reactive hypoglycemia), or not enough B12, C or iron (anemia), I can
have murderous cannibalistic rages when my body suffers like hell; but
I’m perfectly lucid and cuddly if I am well fed, just like any animal,
and we all are. Dogs die if we give them chocolate… but some people
eat little more than that, and then they wonder why they don’t feel
so happy, hell it’s a miracle that your body is still alive!!! The
society needs to wake up. Eat to live. It’s the basic of pure logic!
Life forms are made of life… not chemicals. EAT LIFE ALREADY!!!
ENJOY IT I SAY!!!
Lisa Of Shades
18 September 2013
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The facts of biology will set you free
Pain and sadness are guides to true health and
, don't deny them. Listen.
You can't talk your way out of nutritional deficiencies,
exhaustion and toxins
Read my Adrenal
fatigue ~ Gift of knowledge
. It's never "just in your
head", the Root
is the adrenal glands; if they handle too much stress
for their limit and what you nourish them. They have hundreds of vital
functions and their exhaustion affects your entire body.
Psychiatry isn’t based on any science
it should be based on biology, but they vote! Their judgments are based
on ignorance and discrimination. They abuse and mock the legitimately
sick, the heart broken and the vulnerable like children. For power and
But here are scientific facts for you:
There are no ways to test for serotonin.
But you need magnesium to make neurotransmitters
if you have a nutritional deficiency; it’s perfectly natural that
your brain won’t be able to function optimally.
Your fatty brain needs 2 basic things: steady
fuel and oxygen
It's caused in reaction to a crash from a too high amount of sugar or
being too long without eating. With the standard American diet of refined
and sugar laden junk, everyone experience this at different degree, with
different reactions and ways to cope.
The problem is the food, we need healthy fats and the
fiber of vegetables to have a stable fuel, if we do, and our emotions
will be too.
You can die from hypoglycemia; your heart will race
from the adrenalin as you try to get your storage out. This isn’t
anxiety; it’s just a reaction to hunger and is perfectly natural.
But if your brain doesn’t have enough fuel to function, he’s
going to make errors analyzing what he sees; you can also get epileptic
seizures. The brain can be semi-conscious, fall in a protective coma…
and die. So the fear is perfectly reasonable. Just eat real food and you’ll
You need vitamin B12 and vitamin C
the iron necessary for red blood cells. They carry oxygen and if you don’t
have enough, your brain won’t be able to function. How's that for
brain imbalance!? You’ll suffocate
matter how much you breathe. Again, the heart can speed up to compensate,
carrying the workers faster to do the same job, but working harder. This
will be stressful and unpleasant. Dying is a good reason to be anxious
depressed. Just eat healthy foods and you’ll be healthy.
Schizophrenia is just making bad guesses
When the brain is lacking its 2 basic needs, he won’t be able to
interpret what he perceives accurately and can associate it with the wrong
memory. If there’s not enough fuel and oxygen for all, some of your
brain will be in a coma; you won't be able to be fully awake so you'll
be partially dreaming. That’s what hallucinations
are. As simple as that. Your survival instinct can
take over to defend you as well.
Your brain can become permanently damaged if he doesn’t have what
he needs, you're dying, so it's perfectly natural to panic and feel unhappy
about it. Look and listen inside, don’t worry those voices are just
thoughts: your body will try to tell you how to save
, among your bad memories, fears and repressed anger. Listen
to your reason, its wisdom will guide you, so you can reassure and satisfy
constructively the other parts of you.
Just take care of your needs, above your wants, and you'll be fine.
Electrocuting people is torture not a therapy
Electrocuting the brain randomly will only cause brain damage!!! It's
from the idea that you can't have epilepsy at the same time as schizophrenia,
so giving you another disease imitation should kick the other out of your
brain! It's absurd from every angle! And the reason why you don't see
it both is because they are 2 different reactions of
hypoglycemia! Your brain is still starving!
Forcing you to run left instead of right when your body is in fire
won't change shit!!! Just take care of the problem instead of adding more
It might be life saving on a CORPSE, but paramedics don’t electrocute
the brain, it's to restart the heart! You don't do that to the living!
The idea that a pacemaker is good is WRONG! A deficiency of magnesium,
potassium, sodium and other electrolytes causes irregular heartbeat! Lack
of vitamin C can cause sudden death! Its deficiency leads to scurvy: left
untreated, it can enlarge the muscles in your heart and cause bleeding
inside your heart, both of which can result in sudden death. Why putting
a machine that will resurrect you when you can simply build a strong heart
with proper foods! The machine is like whipping a slave to keep working
beyond what is bearable... just feed him! Make him strong! The psychiatrist’s
idea to insert metal rods in your brain and shock you randomly is even
more twisted and sick!!! Of course you'll have seizures if you starve
and are suffocating!!! The last thing you need is artificial
It hurts like HELL!
Do you really want to put your life and vital body parts in the hands
of stupid people like that? You'd be better off with
yourself even if you don't do anything at all!!!
They won't let
you escape if you figure out that they're making it worst!
People won't dare to complain anymore, and their bad break up will seem
silly compared to sheer torture, but they'll still be suffering. Vitamin
C will allow your adrenal glands to handle any stress.
Psychiatrists know nothing, NOTHING about basic biology!!!
You have to EAT to LIVE!!!
Not cardboard, not sweet rocks, not
paint, not toxins... LIVING FOODS!!! You need to consume life to be alive!
The brain doesn’t need chemicals: the mercury in vaccines and tooth
filling cause brain damage. Preservatives are toxins to kill fungus, they
damage us too. It’s known that food colorant cause problem behavior
It’s believed that an allergy can only affect the lungs or skin,
but it can affect any part of the body. Brain allergies affect the brain.
Basically your brain swell and it gets crushed
against your very skull
. It doesn’t feel good, you
won’t be able to concentrate then either and won’t be happy,
Drugging starving and poisoned children, or anyone, is a crime!
Deficiencies that have depression as symptoms
B vitamins complex: B1, B3 (too little or too much), B5, B6, B12, H (Biotin),
Folic Acid, and others.
C leads to scurvy: Prostration (extreme mental or emotional depression
or dejection, extreme physical weakness or exhaustion.)
D (too little or much too, necessary to absorb calcium)
Calcium, Magnesium (Possible side effect at high dose: Euphoria), Zinc,
Iron, Manganese, Potassium...
Essential fatty acids because your brain and every cell membrane are made
of fats (Omega-3, Omega-6), Protein.
Endocrine illnesses with depression as symptom
Hypoglycemia, (Glucose intolerance. Do not threat it with sugar, its intensity
will worsen the crashes)
Hypothyroidism (Wise and necessary if you are exhausted and need a rest.)
Adrenal fatigue (Stress isn't even in your head. They handle it with vitamin
C. If they are fatigued take 2000mg-4000mg and more!)
Depression isn’t an illness, it’s
not even a symptom, it’s your body asking you to fill your needs.
They don’t even test for any of this!!! Even when I begged, they
just laughed and dismissed me saying that it’s all in my head. Insisting
for me to take antidepressants and anti anxiety, even though I only complained
of exhaustion and fainting!!!
And what's with the "only my head" hell, I can’t live
without my brain!!!
They can't test for most of it:
Even if they
test, the blood isn’t everything and they can’t test every
Stop trying to force your body and understand what he’s doing. LISTEN
inside! They’re not scary voices, they’re
Reassure your fears, you'll do something about it. Calm your rage, you'll
find a constructive way to survive. Listen to
Take care of yourself yourself!
When a baby’s diaper is full, he cries. Do we give him antidepressants?
No, we clean up his shit. Then clean up yours!
When a baby is hungry
, he cries, do we give
No, we feed
him, real food or he’ll die!
Stop the junk and feed on living vegetables and real meat! We all know
that we are what we eat and a healthy mind in a healthy body. Stop being
fooled by companies tricking your brain with chemical flavors. Sweetness
means a nutritious and ripe vegetable or fruit full of vitamin C, not
cardboard full of toxins. Give yourself the true sugariness that you truly
want: Vitamin C!!!
When a baby is tired and over stimulated
cries. Do we give him antidepressants?
No! We take him to a safe and quiet place and let him
! Put what you need before what you want! Sometimes you have
to rest you’re just human!
When a baby is lonely
, he cries. Do we give
NO! We rub his back, talk to him and smile. You have no power over what
other people do, but you don't have to wait for anyone: smile
in adversity, protect, comfort and love yourself!
You’re not a baby anymore! No one is coming to save you. Anyone
pretending to is out to get you and take advantage of you! We don't treat
babies this way (yet) so why should you allow anyone to treat
you with drugs and ignore your needs!
DON'T! It's monstrous!
Antidepressant’s purpose isn't to make you
Antidepressants aren't anti-depressing: it’s
I learn the horrifying goals behind this terrible fact
in this video: Psychiatry:
An Industry of Death
. The man talking before the documentary
looks brain damaged... from the drug.
Antidepressants force you to store your reserves of fuel, that’s
why people get obese on it! It’s to make you weak, so you’ll
be docile, compliant and won’t even have the energy to complain
anymore. It makes the psychiatrists feel good and happy to see you become
easy to dominate; they get a power trip out of your demise, so they consider
that you’re cured!
It's pure ignorance and cruelty, they don't even bother to wonder if you
have a good reason to be depressed or why! That should raise a red flag…
It's pure absurdity, people looking at you like that can't
possibly make you feel better, because they don't care!
expect them to help you heal your wounded heart, they sure as hell won't
hug you, they have nothing but disdain for you.
If you want a hug, Hug yourself!
Don't fall for their magic pill, there's no such
Don't demand a treatment where your very dignity will be spat on!
Face the pain and take care of yourself. If you try
to run away and put your life in the hands of someone else
suffering will worsen more than you can imagine.
You'll be abused
and crushed with a smile while they say it's "for your own good".
Everyone's needs are different. We can only know about
So it will only be in their best interest, even if they
think they're sincere.
Only you can know what you need.
You can't run
away from this, you'd be denying the very existence of that need! It won't
make the pain go away, it will only throw away all the possibilities to
find the solution for your pain! You can find it, just rest, feed well,
take care, it will come to you when you will be ready. Give
yourself the nutrients and time to heal. You will.
If you sacrifice yourself for the needs of others, knowingly or by being
tricked, you'll be devoured. Psychiatry is no exception, it's even the
worst. They want status and power.
ready to crush fragile and easy targets even lower to get it. It's the
new church. They want domination, control, and mindless obedience. The
church burned people and scared them with threats of hell. Psychiatry
electrocutes, lock up innocents without a trial, tie up and drug people.
They both claim that you can't possibly save yourself on your own and
No one need their crap, and they know it.
Stop listening to deceiving
propaganda, they don't have your best interest at heart, all ads only
want to exploit you by pretending to be there to make your life easier,
they often poison you. Literally. There are toxic heavy metals in make
up, the skin absorbs it and it can damage your brain. Not so pretty, uh~
Don't cover sickness up, don't drug the plea for self
You can save yourself. Do it.
Don't trust antidepressants, their name is misleading, learn what it truly
does to you! Always search for the side effects before taking any drugs.
The side effects
of antidepressants (not what
they cure, but what they CAUSE) are anxiety, DEPRESSION,
psychosis, suicide and sudden death.
Anyone who thinks that it should be given to anyone knowing this is a
criminal. But I bet even psychiatrists are kept in the dark by pharmaceutical
companies. It's merely wishful thinking, instead to buy prayers at the
church, you buy poison. Hell, even the church would be less worst! And
they're encouraging pedophiles by keeping them... RED FLAG!
In a healthy body, insulin from the pancreas stores fuel, then the adrenal
glands will release only what's needed with adrenalin... unless they are
fatigued, and they need a whole lot of vitamin C to do it.
A stressful trauma will require more vitamin C
and the glands will
get damaged... the trauma is PHYSICAL
if the cause is emotional, and it's not even in the head!!!
Just rebuild your precious glands with vitamin C and
a B complex, and other nutritive wonders.
But the insulin in those drugs forces you to store even the fuel that
you need on the moment, your brain won’t have enough to think; that’s
why people on it often look like zombies!
That’s why the drug CAUSES schizophrenia! Denying
fuel to the brain causes brain damage!!!
The psychiatrists will tell you that you became more insane and need more,
but it's a lie to make more profit! The drug damaged
your brain more!!!
You need to stop slowly to prevent a shock!
It sure had a massive effect on the brain, but not a good one: it's a
poison that enslaved your brain. You only became dependent: instead to
fill your needs you created a dangerous new one. It only makes those pushers
happy, as they make you believe that you need more the worst it makes
you feel. Scam!
The insulin might seem positive if you’re eating too much sugar
and are berserk from the overdose of fuel, but your
pancreas still gets fried from the abuse
, and when you’ll
crash into hypoglycemia, it will make you WORST! People told me "I
don't get highs anymore, I only feel low... I'm now depressed all the
Those false healers think that one size fits all. So if the problem isn't
eating too much sugar, if it's hypoglycemia in the first place from not
eating enough at all, you'll just get plain sicker!
Antidepressants are insulin, so they cause hypoglycemia. Period.
So if you're depressed because of a sluggish metabolism
like low thyroid, (which actually happens to protect you when you starve,
like bears hibernate when the food is scarce in winter) you'll end up
with hypoglycemia even if you had the chance to be spared that agony.
Antidepressants cause it either way, so it will add it to your real problem!
Hypoglycemia is a painful and slow death, it’s
, it's natural to wish to be put out of a dying misery.
That’s why people have suicide ideation on antidepressants. Does
it sound like an improvement to you?
They make huge profit off
your suffering, so it is an improvement to them! Even when people died…
not even from suicide, gasping for one last breath, from this poison.
Do eating broccoli, quitting cookies and managing your own life still
sounds like a hassle? Would you really rather be abused, tortured, enslaved
and denied freedom? Do you really think that it will improve your situation
and well being to have a label that declares that your emotions, your
personality, your very identity as a person, are a disease?
Psychiatrists’ opinions are massive bullshit.
They're mere opinions, not facts, OPINIONS! Of flawed humans. Worthless.
In your situation they'd probably do worst and be even more clueless than
you are! It's even truer if you have a high IQ but they found a way to
label that as a disease too!!! Asperger's syndrome. (I’d be so proud
to have it) Hell they're dumb. So scared of everything different than
them, all they can do is mock it like bullies, put it in boxes, put a
label on it, and feel relieved and in control. Pathetic and sad. It never
helped anyone. Being judged isn't constructive, blaming victims to think
that we're better so it can't happen to us can only drown people in even
If it sounds like a good idea to you, you most likely really need to eat
some vegetables and eggs for the B12... and supplements of compressed
nutriments too. Not all pills are poisonous drugs. Calcium+D3 and magnesium
helps me sleep like a baby. Sometimes it's okay to cry like one to free
the build up negative feelings too. If you feel more exhausted than depressed,
if you feel depressed all over, then it's Adrenal
(see my section for more).
If you're a psychiatrist, stop masturbating your ego with people's suffering.
If you ever tried to understand, you wouldn't have the arrogance to think
that you can save them. We can only save ourselves; at best we can offer
perspective and possibilities to try. But drugging, locking up and torturing
people... that can only cause more damage.
There are NO SUCH THING as craziness, madness or mental diseases. They're
all just ignorant insults. The body always do
what he does for a REASON
, find it, find the cause, take care of
the need and you won't suffer anymore.
People who judge aren't trying to understand.
An ignorant who calls
himself a professional or an expert is still a clueless fool.
I don't have a degree but I lived it. I have both hypoglycemia
. I know how it feels to lack the 2 basic needs to the
brain: fuel and oxygen. You never know how the brain will react, what
he'll have to sacrifice to compensate. It's very probable that I've tasted
every single mental illness. That's how I can tell you that they are pure
bullshit! If I eat right, I feel right.
I know what works, because I used the theories on myself while my very
life was on the line, that's a way better teacher than some old dusty
books memorized like a parrot. I know that drugs only numbs me to make
me feel worst later, I saw what happened to loved ones on antidepressants:
it destroyed them. I know the real cure: that taking care of my
needs above my wants
is how I truly healed and found real happiness.
I got an immense fulfillment and dignity, because I
accomplished this myself.
Only you can listen inside and figure out your needs from your body's
Thanks to pain and sadness, you can find out the proper
direction for true health and happiness.
Don't deny this chance
to yourself. Change if you want changes.
"Take responsibility. It’s the
only way out."
(From the movie Food Matters)
It’s easier than you think and so rewarding!
Lisa Of Shades
19 September 2013
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There is a lot of madness going on about psychiatry and it's not in the
patient's head, but in the methods used to treat people.
I fully understood why when I saw this video: Psychiatry:
An Industry of Death
The documentary is introduced by someone who isn't intellectually deficient
but most likely have brain damage from their drugs.
It's very painful to watch, even I cried. But if you are considering asking
them for help, you have to watch it before you put your mental and physical
well being into their hands.
Their goal isn't to make you feel better and certainly not comfort you
from your traumas. It's not even there to understand you... but to control
you. It's from the idea that the problem is cured when you don't annoy
them with complains or strange behaviors, but that can be perfectly natural
in an abnormal situation.
They used lobotomy, electroshocks and restraints to coerce patients into
docile and quiet obedience. When that became frown upon by the general
public, they used powerful drugs to achieve the same things. One of them
is insulin; they used it to put people into "therapeutic" comas.
I have hypoglycemia, I can tell you about insulin: It's secreted by your
pancreas to store excess sugar so it won't poison your blood or fry your
brain. If you eat more than it can handle at once from refined products,
it can kick it too hard, make it secrete too much, and you end up with
not enough fuel in your blood. If your brain doesn't have enough to function,
well, it can't fully function and doesn't do it with precision, so it
can make mistakes. Like the wrong interpretations of shapes and colors
that we call hallucinations. Hypoglycemia can cause coma and death, and
if you are still aware when it's happening, your brain is in great distress.
There's no way you can feel happy while you get brain damaged.
Hypoglycemia makes people confused and weak... with suffering... but psychiatry
used insulin on people because then they were easy to dominate, they didn't
care about what it did to their body.
I believe that insulin is used in antidepressants. Because people go obese
on them. If insulin forces them to store their fuel, ending up with not
enough to function, their body will make them eat more and more to compensate
in a race against death.
Antidepressants can cause sudden death.
They are hypoglycemia, meaning that they cause hypoglycemia. They cause
depression, bursts of rage, psychosis, and suicide ideation... because
that's how much distress and dysfunction you feel when your body doesn't
have enough glucose to function, and insulin robs it from you.
If someone believe that antidepressants are helping them, it’s not
because they were indeed crazy in the first place, but because they were
eating too much sugar for their pancreas to be able to secrete insulin
for... and when you have too much fuel in the blood, and can't store it,
or excrete it by failing to drink enough water... the body will find very
creative ways to spend it... repetitive obsessive manic ways.
Repetition, like rocking a baby, can be very soothing when your brain
is overloaded with painful information and need a break on an infinite
loop. That doesn't make you an insane person, but an exhausted and over
There are many vitamins and minerals that cause psychosis, like lacking
B12 and iron, because your body needs them to renew your red blood cells
which carry oxygen to your brain... And there is no way that you can feel
relaxed, happy, and see things clearly suffocating as if you had a plastic
bag on your head.
Antidepressants, whatever is in it, might make you more compliant in face
of adversity, but it sure as hell won't take the problem away.
You need to do it yourself by changing the situation, adapting yourself
to the situation, or taking yourself out of the situation.
Something can have positive, like the sweet taste of sugar, but if the
negative is devastating, like destroying your internal organs and brain...
you might want to reconsider.
Taking insulin or antidepressants so that you can keep eating muffin cakes
for breakfast is a choice... but you might want to find more options than
the ones by habit or those presented to you by people wanting to make
money or a power trip off you...
There are several physical conditions that rightfully cause depression,
and I have 2 of them. But even when I begged for their tests, after going
to see the doctor because I was so exhausted that I was fainting in the
streets, they only wanted to send me to a psychiatrist. I did research
to know what I'd get myself into when they harassed me to take antidepressants,
even though I wasn't even depressed.
I even saw it be recommended for illnesses and problems that had nothing
to do with moods at all. Of course you'll feel lousy
when you are sick!
It's more profitable to treat symptoms than
cure the cause; but this has gone too far! Especially by making patient
so much sicker and distressed... that they don't even need to suicide
because the drug kills them!
Here are few examples of the many side effects
I am not a professional, but... isn't the medicine precisely supposed
to improve that, and not make you feel worst!? With that alone, it already
sounds like it's not going to improve how you feel, but even give you
more reasons to feel miserable and depressed. If you weren't really sick
you sure will be now! Way to go to keep customers hooked for life. Make
them crazier, blame them, and sell them more pills. Good for business,
bad for your happiness. Once you get in their hooks, it can be difficult
to escape. Read more, that nightmare will soon turn to hell.
Sign of hypoglycemia already, even if they put it in the rare symptoms.
A deficiency of B12 and magnesium can cause and cure tremors as well;
they also have depression in their symptoms. It could even be the problem
in the first place. And the real cure. How about giving it a try? The
only side effect that I ever had from B12 is feeling warmer, and from
magnesium: rare brief euphoria. Yes, laughing irresistibly with silly
reasons for a few minutes; as if my brain was rewarding me with unbelievable
joy from the relief of fixing that need. Usually I just feel deep liberation
and inner peace. I never hear or read that about antidepressants.
Chronic trouble sleeping, diarrhea, weakness
We all instinctively know that the cure of everything is eating and sleeping
well; the drug clearly makes it impossible and therefore is a threat to
recovery. That sounds like very bad news already, but those are only the
common side effects! Magnesium, in almonds or supplements, makes me sleep
like a baby rock. Seriously, give it a try. The only downside of magnesium
is that I don't know in advance when I'm going to have my period anymore...
because I don't have PMS anymore!!! But I sure don't miss the agony. Antidepressants
make you bleed more and abnormally from the uterus... Hm... what to choose...
the one that feeds you or the one that poisons you... dilemma~~~ *laughter*
(so they say)
, hyperactive behavior, vision
and earring problems (pains but i bet that if you didn't hallucinate,
you sure will now), hair loss, joint pain
heart rhythm (palpitations
, throbbing or pounding,
), confused, sexual
(lowered interest, inability to have an erection and ejaculation),
excessive thirst, frequent urination...
Hum... Unless you don't like to breathe and enjoy being in pain (hey to
each his own) you're going to be more depressed on it. Especially when
you won't be able to have sex anymore! If you manage to find the interest,
you can't get physically able, and if you do, you can't get pleasure...
now isn't that a good reason for depression!
is thought to be a sign of diabetes,
but it's actually the adrenal glands, with their aldosterone, that tells
the kidneys under them to recycle the salt and water. Adrenal fatigue
can be caused by too much stress, since they produce the adrenalin to
deal with any forms: physical, nutritional, emotional, fun action movies
or games... Your body doesn't see a difference; it's all as real to him.
Adrenal fatigue can be your real problem in the first place, and it can
happen or worsen with toxins like drugs. And the side effects of antidepressants
(Most likely because the company
rarely wants to admit it)
like an "abnormal liver function
tests"), abnormally low blood pressure
and low amount of sodium
in the Blood (see,
dehydration alone can kill you).
of the stomach or intestines, increased
risk of bleeding
, abnormal bleeding
from the uterus (and that sure helps make vampires happy, unless you're
human and want to be a mother, or not bleed to death.)
(it sure does change the brain, but not necessarily for
the better!), loss of memory (if you don't remember why you're sad, you're
Low blood sugar
(THERE! you have it! Hypoglycemia!!!
But from the common symptom tremors, it's not rare. Hypoglycemia causes
depression, psychosis, coma and death too!!! Guess what, antidepressants
do! Antidepressants cause depression, how effective as a medicine is that!?),
(Such as depression! THERE! They
admit it! If the change was for the better, they wouldn't put it in side
effects. It does bad things to your mood, the very thing that it should
help or at least SHOULD NOT DO.)
Mania, loss of one's own sense of reality or identity
(if you weren't insane, you sure will become on antidepressants!)
allergic reaction (everyone
is "allergic" to poison, it's not always an allergy when it
shuts down your lungs, makes you bleed, and damage your brain...)
Thoughts of suicide
... (Who wouldn't want to
be put out of their misery with the side effects alone!? But you don't
need to use a permanent solution like death to a temporary problem. Just
get rid of the cause instead of your whole life. And a medicine that kills
you doesn't make you better, it's a problem. A deadly danger to your very
life! It will push you down the cliff.)
Give antidepressant to a healthy and happy person, and with all those
side effects, any rational person would want to be put out of their misery,
as the drug slowly poisons them until the "side effect" of death...
They don't mention it, but wiki
does: Suicide and violence
. There's sudden
too. With so many symptoms meaning difficulty breathing and
the heart beating like it wants to explode... of course...
Does that sound like a happy time to you?
It's not because they are called antidepressants that
they stop you from being depressed. They don't make people happy.
best they make you too lethargic to find the energy to cry, so you sure
don't have enough to face your challenges and overcome them either, that
can't possibly be a solution! They even CAUSE DEPRESSION!!!
And that's the least of the problems that they inflict, so you might as
well stay depressed only, and find a concrete solution
for your concrete problem
. If you are well
rested and well fed, the answer will come to you.
I have this to say to pharmaceutical companies: While making customers
dependents and caring more about profit can be a great idea from a business
point of view, it's best not to make them sicker or they'll figure out
soon or later that you're a scam. And dead people don't pay very well.
Why don't you take something that actually works with little to no side
effects, like magnesium, and make the pill look fancy; selling it for
a very high price when it costs almost nothing, making huge profits...
but without making the society a shittier place to be in for you as well.
You even have some satisfaction to have done the medical aspect of your
job right. Uh! How about that! I guess nothing says profit like turning
some heart broken person into a psychotic, so you have an excuse to lock
them up, and get cash from our taxes to care for them all the time in
their little toilet-less cell… you repulse me. I wish you to taste
your own medicine. You damn psychos, no wonder you’re specialists,
you’re freaking insane yourselves, especially if you actually think
that your methods helps anyone but your own pathetic ego! FUCK YOU! Find
a personality disorder for THAT! Jerks. No amounts of pills will ever
make the unacceptable tolerable, even if you turn someone into a zombie
with an ice pic hammered in their brain... you'll still be fucking ass
holes. Mal nutrition and toxins can cause brain dysfunction, damage and
weird behaviors; more toxins and brain damage isn't the cure!!! STOP IT!!!
It was wrong then, and it's still wrong now! STOP DOING IT! If comes the
glorious day that ends the existence of psychiatry, and if we put that
wasted money into feeding people's needs and not exhaust them by working
too much to waste their labor money to pay for such disservices to society...
no one will be depressed. Maybe sad sometimes, but not in utter despair.
For 10 years of therapy, I begged to be told what I did wrong to get abused
in every possible ways, how I can avoid it in the future and improve myself
and my life; or at least tools to cope. But all they could do was listen
to me complain, not as liberating as you might think; writing feels better
because you don't hold back and no one can judge you. Unless you like
to dump your load of garbage on people so you can throw yourself in more
shit, they are useless.
I never deserved any abuse, I was always worthy of better, and always
had the moral and legal right to defend myself or at least walk away!
You don't ask or earn respect, you demand it and don't tolerate anything
Because all you need to do is find something truly positive that you can
handle and say no to what demean you. Therapy is all the more pointless
if your distress is caused by a physical medical condition, many physical
illnesses can make you feel depressed. But doctors give you antidepressants
without testing you for those real physical problems!!! Robbing you of
your dignity and letting your health wither away!
Many illnesses can be cured with simple life changes. Like anemia which
can cause psychosis, from B12 or iron+C deficiency, it's a purely nutritional
disease, caused only by a deficiency and cured only by feeding that need.
But once you're labeled as crazy, no other doctors will take you seriously,
even when the symptoms are awfully oblivious. Unless you get lucky. They
told me that it was in my head and a personality disorder... I didn't
faint because I was lazy!!! Thankfully I found a doctor who agreed to
test me before judging me as a person, and it proved everything that I'm
trying to make you understand now:
You're depressed for a concrete reason, find it,
and fix it!
Take responsibility, or you could fall victim to the worst mistakes,
neglect and abuses if you entrust the power over your life to someone
else... even from a lover, a parent or a professional... You can only
count on yourself... but you CAN count on yourself,
if you choose to
. Why believe in drugs when you can believe in
your body's ability to fight for its life when given the proper means
to do so, like simple nutrition and rest. YES! It IS that SIMPLE! Stop
treating yourself like shit and you'll stop feeling that way.
You, your mind and your body have so much more
power than you think. But of course you still have needs.
Do you really want to risk your life in a gamble of such deadly odds,
in case it might makes you happier without the effort
of changing how you live, treat yourself and let in your life and self
There is no such thing as a magic pill that makes everything
How are pharmaceutical companies
, perhaps the law, but the goal
of altering your emotions, perceptions by screwing up your brain chemistry...
it's the same.
And when those antidepressants turn merely depressed people into violent
and suicidal psychotics, they don't stop giving you that poison, it's
written that the procedure is to lock you up and continue to drug you
They destroyed my sister, gave her aldol that is so powerful that she
acted like a 5 years old, and told her that she didn't deserve to drink
water even though it causes dehydration and intense thirst and frequent
urination... She had to drink her urine in her cell... when criminals
in jails, child rapists killers get a toilet and sink next to their bed.
My sister's crime? She saw her lover drown in front of her eyes... she
was a medical student, in her last year, to become a psychiatrist herself
because she had the biggest heart I've ever seen and wanted to help people
go through their suffering... But she attacked someone when he tried to
rape her, when she was weakened by the drug. The law allow self defense,
but the man pretended that he did nothing wrong and that she was crazy,
she looked confused so they locked her up instead, without a trial. She
never displayed a single sign of the side effects before the drug, except
normal mourning sadness and exhaustion.
So it's either caused by the drug, or they really accept the worst nuts
to become psychiatrists... She became so confused and invalid, unable
to keep her eyes open and becoming obese, she couldn't study, or work,
even became homeless...
Does that seem like an improvement to you!?
She only needed the time to mourn a loved one and rest, what could possibly
be more sane. Those people who were supposed to help, but didn't try to
understand her once, they gave her drugs that stopped
the natural process from grief to acceptance... a drug that destroyed
When they wanted to drug me too, instead to pass tests to see that I have
physical chronic illnesses, I refused... but thankfully I didn't get the
appropriated poisons for my real problem either. I tried with vitamins
(especially B and C, the 2 vitamins that we can't store in our fat) and
grey Celtic sea salt, which were used with success for even Addison disease
before they invented hydrocortisone that atrophy the glands even more...
No, I just fed my body what it needed, with supplements
to catch up of deficiencies, and my depression went away~
If you want to refuse the responsibility for your life and put it in the
hands of those people, maybe being losing your freedom and be electrocuted
will put your bad break up into perspective, making it seem more meaningless
so it will be easier for you to move on... But I really think that you
should try taking care of your body's needs first. The thousands of chemical
reactions in our body and brain needs to come from somewhere... from the
vitamins and minerals that we're supposed to eat... so if you have an
imbalance, don't poke holes in your brain with an ice pic (and yes they
did that), look at your diet and put junk in the garbage where it belongs,
so you won't feel like junk anymore.
2 handfuls of nuts have the same therapeutic effect of antidepressants.
Most likely because your brain is made of fat, and need good ones to function...
so if you want to starve it to be skinny, it's a choice, but don't expect
it to be happy about it.
Fat won't make you fat... but toxins and taking insulin when you don't
need to, will store the bad and good stuff in fat... So eat what you can
use, eat what you need to use. And that includes fat.
You can't force your brain to be happy... you should trust that he has
a good reason when he's not, and fix that.
Take responsibility, it's the only way out.
(From the movie "Food matters".)
Mens sana in corpore sano: A healthy mind in a healthy
Lisa Of Shades
8 April 2013
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The state of the mind tells the state of the body
Any vital need deprivation have mental consequences, and some impairs
the brain more than others, for every organs demand specific materials
to function... Healing such suffering simply requires filling those natural
needs with the natural sources...
When you look at the approach of using chemicals to force results on physical
illnesses, turning a blind eye to the cause and denying what is required,
it's foolish to deny the logic of vital needs and saddening to see people
suffer in vain.
But when it's about emotional and mental consequences, which couldn't
be more normal when any part of the body is suffering, it makes this approach
all the more cruel and heartbreaking... Because it mocks their very suffering
as the problem and not a natural communication of the body, deprive them
further of their needs by ignoring them as the real cause, and damage
their dignity, which obviously has emotional and mental consequences...
The folly of psychiatry isn't in the patient's heads... Slaves were legally
bound and forced to obey their owners, and psychiatrists has the same
approach: domination on a group of people that they didn’t understand,
nor respected, judged inferior, and expected absolute obedience from at
the cost of their dignity and freedom. Treatment and improvements were
judged good under that goal, not the person’s well being. How else
can you possibly justify hammering an ice pic in someone's brain randomly...
Thinking that making someone too brain damaged to complain makes the suffering
better is pure madness. Obviously it's for the doctor's peace of mind,
not for the well being of the patient's mind. We didn't even do it to
criminals, and they are locked up after a trial. Treating people who are
in need and pain this sadictic way are daring to call torture therapeutic...
It's revolting. I feel for anyone thinking those people can offer them
Like I once did, for trauma from sexual abuse as a child, only to be told
that it was my personality's fault!!! That who I am as a person is an
illness. As if I wasn't untitled to be me and have coping mechanisms perfectly
natural in an abnormal situation. Like wanting to be a humorist and having
a goofy attitude.
They hated it; they couldn't enslave me with antidepressants for life,
but they sure tried hard anyway... I told them that if it gave me a supportive
family, a good job and love, that I'll take a bucket straight in the veins,
but that if the pills just numb me into a zombie, I'll pass. They harassed
me until I mentioned that one of the side effects is violent psychotic
rages (from the hypoglycemia that it causes, and in my case would worsen)
that it happened to my sister. They told me to risk it!??? That it could
make me happier (yeah right... as if the pills were made of fairy dust).
I replied that they would end up sitting in front of me!!! I asked them
if they were ready to bet their life on it! They sure shut the hell up
with their bullshit after that! Hahaha! Priceless.
For years I asked therapists to give me concrete solutions to a concrete
problems. Or at least coping tools. But they were completely clueless,
they couldn't even imagine and understand what I've been through, even
less find solutions.
The problem was exhaustion from all the stressful crap that I allowed
people to put me through to be "polite" and hoping to "deserve
better", when respect has little do with worth, but on how hard you
are ready to fight for it. Making my body stronger by feeding it and keeping
my energy for myself and not let people feed of it... or use me as a dumping
ground for their bullshit... sure did help me heal.
Especially since I know that I can punch threatening people’s throat,
and legally! That sure can turn someone off. It sure discouraged my mother
from using me as a punching bag for her frustration of being dumped by
some guy. And here I thought that if I had perfect grades and be the sweetest
quiet child she would see how much I deserve to be loved... ha! I was
crazy... I sure do the loving by myself now! I never felt better!!!
There are many ways to reach a goal, and not allowing patients alternatives
or the freedom to choose is criminal.
Sometimes the best thing to do is punch people in the face... it's called
legitimate defense. Being in a state of confusion and shock after someone
hurt you don't change that reasonable fact. And they will think you are
crazy even without the punching, so you might as well defend yourself
and make the asshole get the nightmares.
But when possible it's best to just walk away, forget, and nurture yourself~
Prisoners have toilets in their rooms though... not psychiatric patients...
doesn't that make you think~? Society might value criminals more than
their victims... but actually it's because they fear them more... they
are organised, calm, calculated… It helps them plan the hurt more.
So fight for what you want! And stay calm! You’ll aim better.
*chuckles* The crazy thing is... it's true!
My sister got on antidepressants, hoping to get help to cope with the
death of a loved one. They triggered psychosis and obesity, because they
cause hypoglycemia, and it causes depression, so she actually got worst
on them. She got locked up, humiliated, became homeless, abused but had
no credibility so she got punished for defending herself... I am not a
doctor, but I wouldn't wish this medicine to the worst people, not after
the pain that I saw cause. If you feel better on them, since they lower
blood sugar, then you're eating too much of it and are not insane but
diabetic. If you'd rather take them and continue to eat cake (muffins
are cakes) for breakfast and such... well, that's your life, your choice,
your consequences to live with. I find the choice crazy but you're not
Toximolecular vs Orthomolecular psychiatry:
Sample from the book extract: Coercion
as Cure: A Critical History of Psychiatry
Although psychiatric illness is a fiction, psychiatric coercion is not.
advocates the use of sublethal
doses of agents not normally found in the body. Their use had not scientifically
improved patient recovery rate over that occurring naturally, and demands
a terrible price from the patient in the form of incapacity to work and
… In this approach,
a drug is required for the patient’s maintenance. Modern psychiatry
generally depends on this system of drug use. Orthomolecular
psychiatry, on the other hand, emphasizes a system of treatment, not any
one drug or chemical. The (patient) is given optimal
amounts of materials that are necessary for good nutrition and optimal
: vitamins, minerals, fats, carbohydrates and amino
acids. This program requires full patient participation in changing lifestyle
and discontinuing faulty eating habits. Thus, sound principles of good
nutrition are inherent in the program, and they include adhering to a
diet that provides high nutritional value for the individual and avoiding
foods to which one is allergic. In many cases, mega doses of essential
factors are required, and patients are eventually maintained in a
normal state by nutritional therapy alone
. Such patients relapse
much less frequently than those maintained on drugs alone. (...) When
psychiatrists encounter schizophrenics, they find most of them suffer
from anosognosia, a brain lesion that makes them refuse psychiatric treatment.
In contrast, when orthomolecular psychiatrists meet schizophrenics, they
find them willing to fully participate in treatment.
Psychiatry is concerned with social control of behavior
(straight jackets, incarceration, chemical straight jackets like Thorazine,
electroshocks, insulin shock (provoked hypoglycemic coma, I’m hypoglycemic,
this is agony and cause brain damage) not the medical
treatment of disease.
(And the medical field is also concerned
more about hiding symptoms than finding the causes, calling you insane
for the shortcomings of medicine.)
Real or feigned ignorance of the presence of disease, especially of paralysis.
(So ignorance or not agreeing to a psy is a mental illness to them. Did
you know that there are no tests, not even for the low serotonin theory…
they vote on what illnesses exist or not... it's not based on biology,
only speculations. Now who's imagining things?!)
(Search the vitamin and mineral page and you'll see that schizophrenia
has causes like anemia, also hypoglycemia.
I have both and I know
that when your brain doesn't have enough fuel or oxygen, it sure freaks
out as it gets damaged before it dies... I'm fine with proper nutrition,
but if I was branded with the S label, I'd rather be burnt alive like
they used to do to witches, than be poisoned into a zombie, locked up
without a crime and tortured with electroshocks without a say "for
my own good" when all I need is food and maybe a hug or at least
to spare me more bullshit. But I gave up sugar, preservatives, and the
food I thought I couldn't live without. Now I sure wouldn't live any other
way than naturally and I'm amazed that I survived with how I treated my
body, with stuff considered normal. The effort of cooking for myself was
hard at first, but with quick results. It rewarded me with pride, dignity
and freedom. Oh and a delight that I couldn't even imagine too!)
Also more interesting info at lightparty
Tranquilizers, like sedatives, are nonspecific. Obviously, no schizophrenic
suffers from a deficiency of any tranquilizer. But for example, vitamin
B3-deficient patients develop pellagra: a disease caused by a deficiency
of niacin in the diet, characterized by skin changes, severe nerve dysfunction,
mental symptoms, and diarrhea.
In nature, food does not exist as the proteins, amino acids, fats, carbohydrates,
vitamins, and minerals described by chemists. Food is a complex of living
material. When digested, the basic nutritional components in food are
released. The most nutritionally valuable foods are the least processed
ones. Unfortunately, 80% of the food consumed today is processed. "Nonfoods"
have been stripped of all essential nutrients. To be metabolized, they
must "steal" accessory nutrients - proteins, fat, vitamins,
and minerals - from other foods. (Or from your organs... especially to
restore PH from acidic chemicals, sucking the alkalin calcium from your
bones and teeth...)
When I read doctors mention things like that, I have some hope for our
body and mind... which is one and the same.
Mens sana in corpore sano: A healthy mind in a
Lisa Of Shades
4 April 2013
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Psychiatry causes brain damage
I've found a new article to read:
and Anti-Psychotic Drugs: Psychiatry damages people
Open your mind~
Lisa Of Shades
6 September 2013
This one made me start to cry uncontrollably, like a baby... after just
a few lines... It’s just too much...
damages your brain, Electroconvulsive therapy
I have both hypoglycemia and anemia... so I understand all too well a distressed
brain. If he doesn't have enough fuel or oxygen, anything weird can happen,
with the greatest distress. Schizophrenia and epileptic seizures are not
diseases by themselves but consequences of this... I have tasted the agony
of both, and everything considered a mental illness... and I am safe from
everything if I nurture my body kindly with good foods and not chemical
To see people think that the very agony I feel and try so desperately to
avoid can be a cure... it's just too cruel... People who are mean I can
handle... Psychopaths who kill I can handle... Pedophiles that are scared
of strong willed women and go for little girls, I can understand... (It's
SICK AND WRONG and if I become a psychopath you'll be my pattern, but I
understand that you're a weakling seeking power trills)
Murderers, I can understand…
Bullied teens going on killing sprees to make it stop, as holding back defending
yourself build up and gets unleashed to the extreme... I can understand...
it's best to let it out as it comes and tell them to leave you alone and
fuck off... but some people don't stop anyway until it hurts... or until
Bullies trying to cut out the weak out of the herd... it hurts, disables
and even intellectually handicapped people have a lot to offer, especially
nerds... but I understand... that's all jocks are good for to feel less
inadequate as they have muscles for brains and the world scares them, and
similar stupid reasons... like having frustrations and finding it easier
to make someone feel more miserable than better yourself... weaklings bullying
the weak to feel some sort of power, I can understand... It's stupid, but
I understand that not everyone is gifted.
People who look the other way because they can't even handle their tiny
problems... I understand...
People who just don't care... I understand... People who want to take advantage
of the weak and vulnerable, kicking a dead horse to vent frustrations, I
But I can't understand torturing people... giving them seizures... and comas...
burning their skins... using methods used to execute criminals on death
rows who get a fair trial and years to appeal... and
calling it a therapy... calling it help... saying it’s for your own
That's just beyond imaginable... that's just cruel...
It's like covering up a slaughter into a birthday party so the victim would
come on their own... it's fucking twisted... Playing with people’s
hopes and lives… cornering them to the point of telling them that
there’s nothing else for them… that this is even the best help
they can get and to be grateful… SICK!!! How far do you want to masturbate
your ego… to make people thank you after you
torture innocents in need, mutilate and destroy them for your power trip!!!
It’s worst than pedophiles…
It's more insane than any labels you jerks ever voted on, since you retards
don't even base what you do on FACTS!!! It's pure discrimination,
judgment and ignorance... you're exploiting wounded hearts...
And... calling it help...
What you do to them would make sick the sanest of us! You wouldn't last
a second! Damned psychiatrists... So scared of the world, so stupid, that
all you can do is put everything in narrow little boxes and put a label
on it… Because you’re too scared to live and FEEL! You exploited
the sad, the elderly, now malnourished children who can't concentrate from
starvation... the people who needed the most help... you hurt them the most.
That's just too much...
I’m tough… I endured so much in my life with a smile…
but not this… not this… It shouldn’t exist in the world,
not even in hell…
*crying like a baby...*
After a good hot bath to relax my muscles, 5g of vitamin C to help my adrenal
handle the stress, a snack of almonds and fruits to stabilize my blood sugar,
and saying hello to my fishes, I feel great! I'll finish reading it with
hope that exposing their treachery will stop people from trusting their
lives and loved ones to those sadistic ignorant. Spread the word!
Electricity hurts so bad that it causes severe degree burns...
Many nutritional deficiencies come with mental symptoms, and they're recognized
by doctors since years! Such as scurvy
(lack of C), pellagra
(niacin B3) and beriberi
(B1) and correcting them with vitamins is the only cure!
They believed that you can’t have epilepsy at the same time as schizophrenia,
so they induced epilepsy thinking it would switch diseases around! It’s
is pure madness! They're both a possible result of hypoglycemia! It’s
not helping the cause! And replacing a disease by another isn’t a
cure! I'd much rather hallucinate than have convulsions!
"In 1938, Ugo Cerletti conceived Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT), while
he observed how pigs at a SLAUGHTER HOUSE
were shocked into unconsciousness."
"5-20 shocks over several weeks. The shock is enormous
and uses 450 volts. It's a form of electric lobotomy
"ECT has been documented to cause death, strokes and tissue damage.
Skin burns or injuries from a fire! A bright flash and flames were noted
on the right side of the patient's head! He got second-degree burns on one
ear and first-degree burns on the forehead above one eye." I'm sure
that his problems seemed very small compared to that atrocious torture!
He sure didn't dare to ask for help either anymore! Like: Oh yeah I feel
awesome, please stop!!! ...Horrible.
"ECT wipes out memories that make us sad and cause depression."
(No, depression is actually exhaustion and caused by vital endocrine organ
fatigue! Read my pages on adrenal
!!! Not remembering how you broke your leg isn't going
to make it heal faster!!! Fucking retards!!!
"Entire university educations were erased from people's minds."
I'd rather remember my bad day even if the theory wasn't the pure bullshit
that it is!
"The potency of ECT as an amnestic exceeds that of severe closed head
injury with coma. After ECT it takes 5 to 10 minutes just to remember who
you are. where you are. and what day it is."
"New quackery treatments that shock the brain, include Deep brain stimulation,
which surgically embeds an two "meat thermometer looking" electrodes
6 inches in the middle of your brain to apply shocks. (...)"
"Shocking the brain with electricity interferes with the normal electric
function of the brain, which normally runs on a voltage of 1/10th of a single
volt. ECT applies up to 450 volts, which is about 4500 times higher voltage
than what the brain uses. ECT to the brain, is like hooking your 120 volt
big screen TV up to 540,000 volts and expecting an improved picture!"
At least someone gets it... Seriously, those "doctors" deserve
to be burned alive. I'm doing the Suicide section and I thought no one could
possibly deserve it... not even pedophiles... but psychiatrists who torture
people like that do. See the Burning
page, you deserve to feel hell, you fucked up fuckers. I don't like swearing
with sex words... but hell... just... the hell with those people. I'm an
empath so I can't bear to see people suffer, but I'd gladly strangle psychiatrists
with my bare hands. Vote on a new mental diseases for THAT you damn fuckers.
The "Anti-bullshit psychopath killer" or "Dexter syndrome".
Revolting. If I was able to puke I'd do it right now. But my body loves
the food that I give him now.
"These psychiatrists believe that depression is caused by chemical
imbalances of the brain or bad brain wiring, but they use ECT to wipe out
memories that are causing the depression." Yup, makes no sense! They
contradict themselves, just like the bible!
"Today they are put under anesthesia so they do not feel a thing."
But the brain damage occur anyway...
"Studies have proven that ECT works no better than a placebo."
I told someone once who was praising those methods this: If I tie you up
to a chair and slice off your legs with a chainsaw, and then tell you that
if you don't smile, I'll cut off your arms too... I guarantee that you will
smile (you will cry and piss yourself, but you WILL SMILE!) but it won't
mean that cutting off your legs made you feel better! Electroshocks is just
another way to torture. It WAS used to torture and kill! It's to coerce
obedience and compliance.
"ECT (...) was not the goal of curing but of controlling the patients
for the benefits of the hospital staff"
"When it was first introduced it was only one of several methods of
producing brain damage employed in psychiatry, including insulin coma (1927)
camphor and Pentylenetetrazol (Metrazol) injections (1933). and prefrontal
lobotomy (1935), it is the only such method from that era still used on
a large scale." It has the same goal and is still fucking barbaric!!!
"It is highly unlikely that ECT, if critically examined, would be found
acceptable by today's standards of safety."
"Many psychiatrists are unaware that ECT causes brain damage and memory
loss because numerous authorities and a leading psychiatric textbook deny
It's the retard teaching the genius... *sigh*
"Some are beginning to give the client a truly informed choice, although
state laws still allow ECT to be imposed if the doctor feels that ''good
So they don't tell you that it cause brain damage, they won't even let you
choose between having your brain destroyed randomly and keeping the memory
of a bad rainy day... and when they do... when you refuse because the cost
is way too absurd... doctors have the right to torture you by force... "for
your own good" as if there was any good cause to do that to someone...
when we don't even allow criminals to be tortured and interrogated when
they put a bomb in a pre-school... but we torture and mutilate people with
a broken heart!!!
"Assuming free and fully informed Consent" their will coerce you
mocking your judgment...
"it is well to reaffirm the individual's right to pursue happiness
through brain damage if he or she so chooses. But we might ask ourselves
whether we, as doctors sworn to the Hippocratic Oath, should be offering
YES!!!! DOOO NOOO HAAARM!!!
Even if the patient begs you... so when he doesn't want you to... WTF are
"Psychiatry has a long
history of hurting, torturing and injuring people
hard core... and then they say that people doing BDSM are mentally ill...
They’re sissies cuffing each other with Velcro with pink fur and whipping
each other with silk or something! Psychiatrists are the true insane people...
FUCK... At least the people who did the Texas chainsaw massacre and ate
their victims or something, didn't pretend that it was to help them! They
did it for fun and food!
"For hundreds of years people were put on a starvation diet, given
drugs to make them nauseous for weeks on end and water tortured." That
would make anybody insane! I think they just want to make sure that you'll
stay mad so they can keep their jobs: Look he need me he's getting worst!
"more than 200 years ago some of the greatest scientific figures of
the time had no difficulty concluding that the miracle-cure they were examining—Mesmerism—was
simply bogus." WTF are we waiting! Fucking scam!!! They're in denial.
If they cared about you they'd wake up! Psychiatrists, go fuck a skull if
you want morbid self gratification, but leave the suffering people alone!!!
"Those great minds also concluded that because healer and healed are
equally deceived and self-deceived, the effectiveness of the hocus-pocus
therapy appears real, at least for a while. Then, after they are debunked,
they lose their effectiveness and are soon replaced by new miracle cures."
Retards... take vitamins. Being able to run faster and longer, out of the
blue without training, without being out of breath... you can't fake that!
(I had anemia, building my blood properly with B12 and C made a huge difference)
"In the early 1900's psychiatrists invented the lobotomy which shoved
a blunt knife through the eye sockets into the brain to cut nerves connecting
the two frontal lobes of the brain."
*speechless... you know it's bad when I can't type...*
"Electric shock therapy was invented by Charles Wesley, the founder
of Methodism in 1747 AD. The amount of electricity Wesley used was more
like a static shock you would experience from rubbing your feet on the carpet."
"It wasn't till about the 1938 that they started shocking the brain
with huge amounts of electricity."
If something doesn't work, don't try something new, just make a bigger mistake!
Electricity isn't a need! Taking as much vitamin C as you need DOES works,
it's safe because you'll run to shit it if you take too much, it won't even
go into your blood. But if you take too much of the fat soluble vitamins,
they can accumulate and poison you. Like the vitamin A if you eat the liver
of a polar bear. Too much of the good stuff is bad... so more of atrociously
awful torture isn't going to help for sure!
They set your head in fire, literally! "nurse noted burn-like lesions
on the patient's earlobe and forehead; however, according to the report,
clinical staff believed the lesions were pre-existing to the ECT treatment"
Fucking denial... if they manage to deny obvious wounds... they sure will
deny doing internal HARM instead of any good! Fucking retards...
"wide-awake patients were strapped to a table to prevent them from
hurting themselves during the convulsions" How retarded do you have
to be to believe that it helps... Drugs wouldn't help the depression I'd
get if I ate the stuff I'm allergic or intolerant to... Like corn and sugar!
It's a warning from the body... would you electrocute babies to make them
stop crying instead of feeding them!??? Fucking retards.
"voltage applied to the head, as in legal electrocution, produced hemorrhage
and rupture of cranial contents."
They thought that after a lobotomy, if all you could do was droll on yourself
instead to complain, then you were cured because you weren't annoying anyone
"One does not need a medical degree to recognize the destructive potential
of passing 100 to 150 volts of electricity through the human brain."
I have to stop reading, I'm tired...
The one who invented this shit was inspired by a slaughter house... The
idea that any method found there could cure people is sheer madness... He
stubbornly tried to find a way to avoid killing people by practicing on
pigs... Instead to see the harm that it was doing to the poor animals...
he kept at it blindly... until he found a way to do it by not killing the
poor things... A cure isn't something that "almost kills" it's
something that HEALS!!!
Use it on YOURSELF! You'll know fucking quickly if it works or not, you
damn sick mad insane fuck!!!
I feel awesome with vitamin C, no side effects, everything improved.
Ugo Cerletti... I want you dead!!! 1877-1963. Awesome, you are... Too bad
that your stupidity lives on in other stupid people...
There are alternative people... stop trusting pushers, especially the legal
Start trusting your body... Don't push into the pain, rest.
I'm tired. I'll go do that.
Only you can truly care for your own good, because if you fail, it will
hurt... so pain is there to help you discover how.
Take care YOURSELF and enjoy~
Lisa Of Shades
6 September 2013
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A crime against children
Here are quotes from webmd What
works to treat autism
"Hope comes in many forms vitamins and strict diets" they admit
it themselves "and powerful antipsychotic medications, intensive
behavioral therapies" WTF! Torture... Hm... what to choose~ Good
food or drugs with "significant side effects", which means hard,
intense and horrid... Just give them cola, cookies and cake and hard core
drugs. Or stop being a bad parent.
"two antipsychotic drugs, Risperdal and Abilify, decreased “challenging”
behaviors like irritability, agitation, crying, hyperactivity, and noncompliance."
See they admit it... the goal of those drugs isn't help, cure, it's DOMINATION.
They're all symptoms of glucose intolerance (hypoglycemia). When you're
starved, you get food rages before you drop dead, which can seem like
just rage when you don't understand. When you get too much sugar, you
need to move to burn the poison. If you're poisoned and about to fall
in a coma, in pain, with seizures, you won't obey like a docile little
angel. Because the poor kid is living hell!
"But there were significant side effects reported with the use of
these medications, including weight gain, drowsiness, and symptoms such
as tremors, involuntary movements, and rigidity."
Weight gain is the proof that the kid was trying to burn excess sugar
before poisoning his body. Fat seals toxins that you can't get rid of
in case of danger. Drowsiness is what happens if you don't get food rages,
your brain starve and can't function. Tremors are caused by lack of magnesium;
it can be used up to detoxify the drug. The rest is just plain sad...
let the poor kid run happily... Just feed the kid real food... Don't take
him to McDonald; the sauce is closer to paint than food! Cola is worst
than eating sugar with a spoon, it has stimulating caffeine in it…
he’ll become hysteric then he’ll crash.
It's a disaster...
There's a huge difference between an autistic child who got brain damaged
from the mercury in vaccine, and one who just keep to himself because
he was born to be an introverted thinker...
: "heightened sensitivity, be preoccupied
with only one or few interests, which he or she may be very knowledgeable
about, talk a lot" It's all a sign of high IQ. "delayed motor
development" very fancy way to say a simple nerd instead of a jock.
We gathered as a society to polish different special skills and share.
Being different doesn't mean we're insane, just meant for something else.
Instead to drug intellectuals, until they care more about how they look
and social clues and are better at sports, than analyze knowledge... we
should let them flourish their own way and allow them to bring their special
and unique talent to us all.
Assholes who treat gifted people like that, I wouldn't want to make eye
contact or listen to what they have to say either!!! I'm basically a living
computer, no I don't paint my nails with toxic floor varnish, my lips
either, no I can't throw a ball... no I can't go dance in clubs without
my brain fainting from the over stimulation and take drugs to calm myself
or booze to boost myself...
But I know better.
Choosing dinosaurs or some star trek make up language might not be as
useful as my choice of nutrition related to biology and psychology...
but it still makes them geniuses. We all have the same amount of talents,
if you put all your skill at the same place, other areas will go under.
Stop looking at the downside, the upside might not be normal either, but
it's far above anything you can ever hope to be, and can be helpful to
So I do medical research while you do random sexual encounters. Who's
really in the wrong~ You can benefit from my knowledge, but I can't catch
your STDs. Ha!
I don't know if I have Asperger, I'm somewhat in the middle between an
introvert and an extrovert. So I can explore my inner mind and speak out
what I know.
But either way, it would be a honnor, those people are awesome. At least
they are not carbon copies of something boring. They have something to
Normal people infuriate me. I can deal with mentally handicapped people,
at least they know they're stupid. It's the key to absolute knowledge
so it makes them okay. But average people think they know everything and
are the best just because they are more common, in greater number. Well,
I'd still prefer the diamond them a big bowl of turd!
The average normal person is a freaking moron, it doesn't make them right.
Having a high IQ and knowing things that you don't understand doesn't
make me insane.
But it can improve my chances of being right.
In our society we want everyone to like everyone and be kind to everyone.
But it's not possible. The only way to achieve this is to be an hypocrite.
But animals communicate with micro expressions. It's raw and honest. Why
would we want to play in the bullshit and lies when all we care about
is the search for real facts and knowledge! If people dropped the act,
stopped caring about what other think... If they used that energy to find
the truth about themselves instead to try to imitate someone to please...
If we were sincerely good with a few instead to fake it with everyone...
then maybe we'd get real kindness in this world!
I don't want to waste my energy with lies. I don't even want to look at
people like that. It just makes me feel sad. I'm not a fool. I know what
they're truly feeling... why would I want to look at someone who despise
and judge me before even knowing me... I'm so intelligent and alert that
I can feel people's pain as my own... of course I'll end up tired and
will wish to look away to protect my heart... Not because I don't care,
but because I can't stop to care and it hurts so much... to see you all
cry in the fire, yet stay there, jump in it... then complain more... Just
stop. But I can't stop you. I can only tell you why you're an idiot and
hope that you'll save yourself.
There's no way I can be interested in your stupid shit or laugh at fart
And if you find it weird and abnormal that I smile when you bully me,
in adversity... when I should give you the pleasure and satisfaction of
Then you don't know what true strength is.
In my world, there is a cure for the common cold, a cure for cancer, it's
been proven by medical doctors but buried because then we'd have to admit
that the way the government encourages us to live is killing us, the way
doctors treat us is only for profit...
I am in the underground. In darkness I found real goodness, in your trash
I found gems. In your truths I found lies. I am more connected to reality
than this society will ever be.
If you knew what I know, you'd probably become insane.
But if you knew everything that I know, you would know how to heal it.
To quote the show doctor who "I have the 2 things required to know
the absolute truth. I am highly intelligent... and unloved~"
But being intelligent isn't enough... you have to have the courage to
bear the pain and face the truth, even if it destroys the very foundation
where you stand and is the core of your very identity...
The price for absolute freedom is absolute loneliness. But in it I could
free myself from misconceptions, I had no social peer pressure, no one
else to please but my urgent desire to save my own life.
People don't want to hear the truth, you all already know what causes
cancer and therefore the cure: poisons and to stop poisons.
But you gladly believe whoever tells you that it's good for you. Now who's
To fit in, to do as you're told, you'll fall for any lies, any orders...
to be loved instead to put your insecurities aside and love yourself anyway.
Of course no one can possibly hope to see you do that for them... so the
kindness of this world is just hypocritical...there's no way you can love
someone if you don't love yourself, no matter how much you sacrifice yourself
or try to copy them... you'll always be a stranger to yourself, ignoring
your needs, feeling alone in a crowd... because you just won't be there
for yourself... so you'll try to accomplish more than you can to prove
yourself, trying to steal the energy of others instead to respect the
limit of your own... making yourself sick to feel alive... burning the
candle of your life at both ends then feeling trapped...
Just take care.
It's as simple as that.
I wrote for 5h without eating and here’s how I feel: cranky, irritable,
loud noise hurts me, obsessed with what I’m doing… I need to
eat and rest, badly. If someone tried to drag me by force to a mall instead
to let me lay down for a while, I’d probably shriek my head out and
maybe even become violent, especially if they harassed me with incessant,
useless and unreasonable demands…
Like cleaning my impeccable room just because some stuff I use daily are
visible. My mother became hysteric when she could see a piece of paper and
a pen! There was no pleasing her because she had hypoglycemia herself. But
instead to look at her own behavior, she denied the horrors that she did
to me (like clawing my flash off with her nails and shaking me) saying that
I'm insane and invent things (very damaging but at least I had the scars
to remind me that she's the bitch. It was still terrifying and damaging
like hell though) she blamed everything on me… No one deserve this,
especially not a child… and not a people pleaser like she turned me
into in the false hope to survive… it only made it worst! I should
have just shut down and refused to communicate or look at her. Autistic
children are cleverer than I was. Well, at least I tried, but I only got
hurt more... Your kid is probably like that for a good reason too.
SHE had the total control of what I ate and my behavior was a direct result
of that. But she preferred to feed me garbage than cook; she could buy herself
more dresses than if she gave me proper nourishment. You people deserve
tantrums, I was too weak to be able to do any… but if you give your
kid cola… you deserve the hell that you’re causing to their
poor little bodies…
My mother liked to use me as a punching bag when she was dumped by a man
too. She invented any reasons to unleash her frustrations at me. Even though
I was so malnourished I could barely move from the couch. She came to tell
me to go to bed at like 5pm, obviously I said no, then she slaped me around
when I was doing nothing at all! I punched her throat; it was the best day
of my life.
It’s hard to do psychological damage to a child when you can’t
breathe. Thank you my survival instinct. Thank you for protecting me. I
had a lame mother who effused the job. she only gave birth to me to manipulate
my father to stay or at least give her a bigger check each month. I’m
sure Jesus is angry at me, but I choose to be safe. Fuck you mother. Fuck
you Jesus! If being nailed to a cross and used as a punching bag is being
kind, if defending my life is being crazy, then get ready for hell, because
I intend to be very mad!
That’s why I have fishes, they’re silent pets. I can’t
stand hearing people scream. I can’t stand hypocrisy…
I can’t stand people at all… I don’t want to endure their
bullshit. Or feel the pain that they inflict on themselves, thinking that
it’s a good idea to enjoy bullshit, and spread it all around them…
I’m happier alone. What choice do I have. I refuse to be a mere mirror
for your own ego and you’ll never accept anyone different than yourself…
heck, you don’t even accept yourself!
Who the hell is this stereotype that we’re all told to follow anyway!
Who choose this!? I know that Hitler said that blond people with blue eyes,
the Arian race, were superior… but as much as I admire his determination
and angry motivating speeches… he said a lot of bullshit too.
Oh god I need to eat, I'm about to faint~ Still, writing made me happy~~~
I have nightmares every nights, it's my hypoglycemia trying to wake me up...
Using the people who hurt me is always very effective to shake me awake...
I wish I could let those thoughts buried in the past, but not enough to
delete years of knowledge with electroshocks and drugs hoping to catch those
memories doing random brain damage...
I lived through it, I can live with it.
The things declared as sane are really over rated anyway.
I have fun exploring my mind. It's way more fun than watching some pop idol
video, "funny" home videos of dumb asses hurting themselves, videos
of cats, or porn. Hell, I'd much rather be autistic than follow that wave!
I'd much rather obsessed over and hunt health knowledge.
But yeah, I must be defective, especially since I'm a woman... I should
stop thinking and go serve a man.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'd get so burn at the stake for this!
Maybe someday, if enough people get tired of being electrocuted, or have
their brain hammered with a chemical version of their beloved ice pic...
maybe someday psychiatry will look as ridiculous as believing that god is
a flying spaghetti monster.
But that new religion makes a lot of sense! More about the Church
of the Flying Spaghetti Monster
at venganza. It's the anti-bullshit
religion. I approve of this.
I know I'm delirious from the hypoglycemia right now, but read how it started:
Letter To Kansas School Board
It's to protect science. Religion should keep their hands off it... and
psychiatry, which is also a pseudo science based on nothing real, should
just plain go to hell since they like to do it to people so much.
(I'm so hungry I could eat someone! Thankfully I cooked something MUCH better
than this crap, or regular junk.)
Lisa Of Shades
19 September 2013
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Absurd like penis electrocution for impotence or
Thankfully for you it doesn't exist (yet), but my misanthropic side would
really enjoy doing that. The healer part of me is utterly outraged though.
Electrocuting starved, tired or poisoned brains
and hearts missing on vitamin
C and magnesium
; is just as absurd as trying
to cure impotence and infertility by electrocuting the penis or the balls.
Imagine the scene:
Doctor: “Don’t worry, it’s for your own good”
Ball electrocution: Dzzzt!
Doctor: “Nurse, put something in his mouth, so he won’t bite
his tongue or something…”
Ball electrocution: Dzzzt!
Doctor: “Ah~ much better” (Not for the patient, quieter for
him. Drugs are used for the staff benefits, they cause damage to the patients;
as if their brain wasn't having a hard time enough thinking properly without
The electrocuting continues.
Nurse: “Congratulation doctor, you’re improving the technique,
his penis didn’t get burns this time!” (People really get severe
burns from electro-convulsion therapy. 2 horrible words that shouldn’t
precede the word therapy, especially not together)
Doctor out loud: “Thank you nurse.”
Doctor’s thoughts: “Ah damn I wanted to see his dick get set
in fire, that’s what you get for not trimming your pubes.”
Doing that to people is closer to satisfying your own morbid curiosity than
anything scientific. It’s more to see what would happen. It’s
completely random, so even if it was beneficial, it causes way too much
damage. And it’s not useful, all it does is damage. Inserting metal
rods will electrocute the whole thing anyway AND destroy tissue as you insert
them in… Those so called pro are crazier than anyone they’ll
ever meet and can’t possibly cure insanity, because it’s a way
to say that you’re clueless about the reason why someone acts up…
There’s always a good one. It’s always related to nutrition
and can be improved by it. If you were well fed, a bad break up would be
much easier to handle. You wouldn’t ask someone to burn the memory
out of your brain; you’d cherish the good times, mourn the loss, and
go towards better days when you are ready.
I think farmers really do it to their bull to force them to mate. I don’t
know if it’s the ball, up the ass to get the prostate, or just the
ass… and I don’t feel like doing that research… But it’s
not enough to cause burns, unlike that criminal “therapy”. Now
they use chemicals that will do it all the time, even when at home, since
it got a bad press. But their goal is the same: to shut you up, make you
docile and obedient… by destroying your brain. They don’t use
a ice pick anymore… But their sick ambitions never evolved.
Well, that's what you get for throwing your life away in the hands of other
people, when your only best interest is your own. Doing that to loved ones...
when all they need is a hug and a good meal, and maybe talk a little...
How DARE you pretend to care! People can try to suck the life fore out of
others to gain more than they can handle and avoid dealing with their problems,
putting their shit on other people's shoulders... Well, I guess this is
what you get for not relying on yourself.
You’re all as bad, your loved ones for not making an effort when it
matters, yourself for failing at self care and respect, also the doctors
for not asking the right questions and making it worst. This is why I’m
a sarcastic misanthrope. It’s pointless to be an idealist in a word
like this. All I can do is slap facts in people’s faces and hope for
the best. But I'm realistic; I'm doing this site for my own fun.
Lisa Of Shades
25 September 2013
GAPS diet: Gut and psychology syndrome. Your brain can’t function
adequately when malnourished, tired or poisoned; for this you need proper
The movie Food matters said it, but when I read about the GAPS diet, they
brought an interesting point.
Learn about the GAPS
diet: Gut and psychology syndrome
You indeed need proper gut bacteria to properly digest and absorb your food.
You get it from breast milk, from the mother. But with years of antibiotics
and using the pill, there’s not much left.
Patient in psychiatry are all severely PHYSICALLY ill.
This is the real cause that needs to be addressed: malnutrition.
You can't put people in boxes, no one fits, everything overlaps! Because
we're made of billions of cells that are all a life form on their own, but
the whole body is one!
We eat junk that promotes diseases and the wrong kind of bacteria. But we
don’t need anti-biology, we’re biology too! We need to feed
ourselves properly and our protective bacteria, THEY will fight the invaders
for us, they will protect their home. They are us.
"The most common deficiencies, recorded in these patients, are in magnesium
zinc, selenium, copper, calcium
sulphur, phosphorus, iron, potassium, vanadium, boron, vitamins B1, B2,
B3, B6, B12, C, A, D
, folic acid, pantothenic
acid, omega-3, 6, 9 fatty acids, taurine, alpha-ketoglutaric acid, glutathione
and many other amino-acids. This usual list of nutritional deficiencies
includes some most important nutrients for normal development and function
of the child’s brain, immune system and the rest of the body."
(B complex and vitamin C are
a good start
"Apart of normal digestion and absorption of food healthy gut flora
actively synthesises various nutrients: vitamin K, pantothenic acid, folic
acid, thiamine (vitamin B1), riboflavin (vitamin B2), niacin (vitamin B3),
pyridoxine (vitamin B6), ciancobalamine (vitamin B12), various amino-acids
and proteins. Indeed, when tested people with gut dysbiosis always
present with deficiencies of these nutrients
. Clinical experience
shows that restoring the beneficial bacteria in their
is the best way to deal with these deficiencies."
"The majority of children and adults with neurological
and psychiatric conditions look pale and pasty
. When tested they
show various stages of anaemia
, which is
not surprising. To have a healthy blood we require many different nutrients:
vitamins (B1, B2, B3, B6, B12, K, A, D, etc), minerals (Fe, Ca, Mg, Zn,
Co, Se, boron, etc.), essential amino-acids and fats. These patients not
only cannot absorb these nutrients from food, but their own production of
many of them in the body is damaged. On top of that people with damaged
gut flora often have particular groups of pathogenic bacteria (...)"
If you are anemic, it means that you don't have the building blocks to make
red blood cells, they carry oxygen, and you suffocate to death. Of course
you won’t be able to concentrate and analyze what you see properly;
of course you’ll feel depressed about it: you’re literally dying!
You don’t need tranquilizers and stimulants, you need nutrition! Bacteria
aren’t our enemies, they protect us. If we catch one that is for another
creature and doesn’t belong in us, if we have a strong and healthy
population of appropriate bacteria, occupying the entire place, the improper
ones will be kicked out. Nuking your whole country with antibiotics because
it’s being destabilized by a few lost tourists… it will worsen
the problem, you’ll become weaker.
"A baby is born with an immature immune system. Establishment of healthy
balanced gut flora
in the first few days of life
plays a crucial role
in appropriate maturation of the
. If the baby does not acquire appropriate gut flora
then the baby is left immune compromised. The result is lots of infections
followed by lots of courses of antibiotics, which damage the child’s
gut flora and immune system even further. (...) In most cases vaccines deepen
the damage to the immune system and provide a source of chronic persistent
viral infections and autoimmune problems in these children."
"(...) Brain damage
toxins, not an unbalance in the brain! An imbalance in the gut flora and
diet! Which the brain requires to function.)
"Acetaldehyde is considered to be the most toxic of alcohol
by-products (created by yeast
). It is the chemical,
which gives us the feeling of hangover. Anybody who experienced a hangover
would tell you how dreadful he or she felt. Children, who acquire abnormal
gut flora with a lot of yeast from the start, may never know any other feeling."
(The poor children; drugging them on top of that is an even worst crime
than I thought...) (...) "Broad-spectrum antibiotics do not touch yeasts
and Clostridia while killing the beneficial bacteria in the gut, which are
supposed to control them."
You have 2 pounds of healthy bacteria in your gut, when healthy.
Ah medicine, you sure like to make people sicker to make more profit.
"As a result of misdigestion gluten (grains) and
turn into substances with similar chemical structure
of opiates, like morphine and heroin. (...) block certain areas of the brain
(...) causing various neurological and psychiatric
"Native people used to dip their darts into (...) deltorphin and dermorphin
(produced by the fungus growing on frogs) to paralyze their enemy, because
they are extremely potent neurotoxins... They're found in autistic children..."
Fungus feed on corpses and sugar... refined flours are the same white powder...
as is cocaine.
"The toxicity, which is produced by the abnormal microbial mass in
these people, establishes a link between the gut and the brain. That is
why I have grouped these disorders together and gave them a name: the Gut
and Psychology Syndrome (GAP Syndrome). The GAPS children and adults can
present with symptoms of autism, ADHD, ADD, OCD, dyslexia, dyspraxia, schizophrenia,
depression, sleep disorders, allergies, asthma and eczema in any possible
"Re-establishing normal gut flora and treating the digestive system
of the patient has to be the number one treatment for these disorders, before
considering any other treatments with drugs or otherwise."
"This connection has been known by medics for a very long time. The
father of modern psychiatry
Phillipe Pinel (1745–1828), after working with mental patients for
many years, concluded in 1807: “The primary
seat of insanity generally is in the region of the stomach and intestines.”
Long before him Hippocrates (460-370 BC), the father
of modern medicine
has said: “All diseases
begin in the gut!”
The more we learn with our modern scientific
tools, the more we realise just how right they were!"
FINALLY! Someone speaking sense! I love that site. Learn so much more details
diet: Gut and psychology syndrome
at gaps. It's a gold mine of
knowledge. Read it! They tell about the treatments, diets, allergies, supplements
Diet first stage:
Basically, everything processed is full of chemicals and hurt you. Stock
made of meat or fish will help the gut heal. Chicken bone soup is wonderful,
with natural Grey celtic sea salt.
"Chicken stock is particularly gentle on the stomach and is very good
to start from. To make good meat stock you need joints, bones, a piece of
meat on the bone, a whole chicken (...) It is essential to use bones and
joints, as they provide the healing substances, not so much the muscle meats.
(...) Bring to boil, cover and simmer on a low heat for 2,5 - 3 hours."
"The gelatinous soft tissues around the bones and the bone marrow provide
some of the best healing remedies for the gut lining and the immune system;
your patient needs to consume them with every meal."
"(...) will keep well in the fridge for at least 7 days or it can be
frozen. (...) Do not use microwaves for warming up the
, use conventional stove (microwaves
. It is very important for your patient to consume all
the fat in the stock and off the bones as these fats
are essential for the healing process.
"add chopped or sliced vegetables
carrots, broccoli, leeks, cauliflower, courgettes, marrow, squash, pumpkin,
etc. and simmer for 25-35 minutes. You can choose any combination of available
vegetables avoiding very fibrous ones, such as all varieties of cabbage
and celery. All particularly fibrous parts of vegetables need to be removed,
such as skin and seeds on pumpkins, marrows and squashes, stock of broccoli
and cauliflower and any other parts that look too fibrous. Cook the vegetables
well, so they are really soft. When vegetables are well cooked, add 1-2
tablespoons of chopped garlic, bring to boil and turn the heat off."
"Your patient should eat these soups with boiled meat and other soft
tissues off the bones as often as he/she wants to all day."
"Probiotic foods are essential (...) To avoid any reactions introduce
probiotic foods gradually, starting from 1-2 teaspoons a day for 2-5 days,
then 3-4 teaspoons a day for 2-5 days and so on"
"Ginger tea, mint or camomile tea (...) between meals. (...) To make
ginger tea, grate some fresh ginger root (about a teaspoonful) into your
teapot and pour some boiling water over it, cover and leave for 3 - 5 min.
Pour through a small sieve." (I add it to my stock.)
"consider adding raw egg yolks gradually. Do not introduce vegetables
until the diarrhoea starts settling down. When the gut wall is severely
inflamed, no amount of fibre can be tolerated. That is why you do not rush
to introduce vegetables (even very well-cooked)."
For the 2 to 6 stages and more read the GAPS
. There's too much good information for me to bring it all
But it's very similar to my
Recipes for happiness
I eat it all the time and never get tired of feeling soooo~~~ goood~~~~~
What you do is making you wish you were dead, do
Medicine is wrong, psychiatry is dead wrong!
they have the knowledge to know it!
You can't get wrong with nature: consume probiotic
plain bio yogurt, without sugar. And greens!
The way nature intended to, the way you are meant to
be: healthy and happy.
Lisa Of Shades
2 October 2013
Back to list ^
Mental illness labels stigmatize normal people living
unusual situations. It has gone too far from the start!
Mental Illness Labels Gone Too Far?
article at sodahead.
My favorite quote:
"First they came for the weak and vulnerable
- our children -
and we said nothing; in fact, we helped them.
Now that they've been thoroughly labeled & drugged, the medical industry
is searching for new customers. That means us.
Psychiatrist pushers want even more billions, so they widened the range
of their accusations, considering a "risk" of psychosis as a disease
itself... it's a witch hunt for the pure pleasure of cashing in as they
burn people's brains. But maybe it's good, if they keep labeling something
absurd and we all end up considered crazy, then it will become the new normal
and maybe we’ll see that it was normal from the start… but many
people will die from the side effects of their drugs… and with what
we allowed them to do to children, I think we already there and we didn’t
notice. Everyone is in depression, which is actually exhaustion! It shows
a society that is doing something fundamentally wrong to its people! A wrong
way to live, eat, think, feel, love… Feeling awful and empty, after
encouraging shallow things such as porn over tenderness, is completely natural.
Now the majority is in depression. It’s the new normal. Does that
mean that happy people should be drugged with “Euphoria syndrome”
or smiling people be labeled as “Abnormal facial muscle contraction”…
If a little get gets raped day after day, beaten, insulted, threatened…
for years… and she’s shaken, scared of people and depressed…
Why is it HER that is labeled as having a personality disorder, when she’s
having a NORMAL reaction to an abnormal event!!!? We have many brains: the
emotional, the rational and the primal… Psychiatrists only use their
rational one, to make money… so don’t expect them to feel any
emotions such as empathy, care, and compassion… to understand that
your attitude and coping mechanisms… are perfectly healthy and even
keeping you alive.
There’s nothing wrong with you, but maybe something wrong happened
to you beyond your personal power, and maybe there’s something wrong
in your life, in the way your basic survival needs are satisfied or not.
Find it, fulfill it. Happiness and health is as simple as that. And there
is something so very wrong about psychiatry.
Lisa Of Shades
21 December 2013
Back to list ^
I found this at yahoo answers, question "What's your favorite cheesy
joke?" Socorro 43 replied this:
Psychiatric Hot line
Hello, Welcome to the Psychiatric Hot line.
If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly.
If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2.
If you have multiple personalities, please press 3, 4, 5 and 6.
If you are paranoid-delusional, we know who you are and what you want.
Just stay on the line so we can trace the call.
If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell
you what number to press.
If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press.
No one will answer
Lisa Of Shades
The reasonable truth
21 December 2013
Desilusionned Psychiatrist and author Colin Ross finally say something reasonable
about mental illness.
of Mental Health Disorders: Chemical or Trauma? Psychiatrist Colin Ross
& Corrina Psychetruth
I finally found a psychiatrist who takes the time and heart to ask and think
about the real causes. In the video he states that there is nothing wrong
with the person, that he/she is having a normal reaction to external events,
after being kicked too much by life. Some people are more resistant to physical
diseases, some less, just like some people can run faster or slower, but
that’s what the genetic causes end: in a minor role. You aren’t
stuck to take medication for life. It’s only temporary, and that is
the best way to give people hope and destroy the stigma.
I found the video after that one: Is
Psychiatry A Scam? Truth About Mental Disorders, Psychiatrists Colin Ross
& Corrina Psychetruth
Science proved that the chemical brain imbalance justification for mass
drugging is a lie. They sucked out brain juices and compared them!
DSM: Psychiatry's Deadliest Scam
. They compare psychiatry to
a deck of cards, just frail lies above another. It’s funny but very
instructive on the roots of the scam.
The DSM even has a mental illness for spending too much time on the computer,
China gave electroshocks to teenagers!
But psychiatrists also say that if you don’t use facebook then you
must be a psychopath… They have to be to worse than that to drug babies...
My best argument against psychiatry is that babies cry for their needs.
It’s perfectly natural and normal. If it’s ok once then it’s
still of later in life. Well psychiatry must have heard it, because they
drug babies now. Not even from mentally ill parents. Who the hell bring
a baby to a psychiatrist… they should have drugged the parent! Or
even better... nobody! All those billions would have been more effective
for depression, which is actually exhaustion, on a baby sitter and a day
at the spa!
Adrenal fatigue is building up an exhaustion debt. For example compared
with money: if I use my rent money for 4 months, I’d be able to afford
a trip to Japan. But then I’d come back homeless with nothing to eat.
I’d loose everything in sad despair. Not respecting the limit of what
you can take on and endure is the same. You can only keep it up for so long
before the whole body breaks in agony.
Depression is a symptom of all nutritional deficiencies… and even
cancer. When you trust a pusher instead to cure the cause, you take the
hope and solution away!
This huge deadly scam is because psychiatrists want the same status, respect
and money than doctors, masquerading as them with false science. Also for
money. But the reason why it can work in the first place is because people
would rather become junkies than clean up their lifestyle and find a different
way to live and outlook in life. When you give up your own life in the hands
of someone else… you give up on living… and that’s how
they are allowed to kill so many with their toxic brain damaging chemicals.
Because you let them.
But they also coerce people, kidnap children and drug them by force to have
more clients… just because the parent didn’t believe that it
would help… saying that the parent is a danger for the child…
and they even have a mental disorder for being a non compliant patient if
you refuse to take the drugs, once you notice that it doesn’t improve
you and the side effects are worse than any possible diseases.
Lisa Of Shades
Electroshocks for internet addictions. Computer geniuses
like Asians, nerds and people working with computers better watch out! Bill
Gates better watch his back!
11 April 2014
Here's an article that backs up the video The
DSM: Psychiatry's Deadliest Scam
study: Electric shock therapy in China for internet 'addiction'
If that gorgeous youth is crazy, an intellectual skilled with technologies…
Then people working on a computer better watch out, and everyone too. Because
if all that it takes to convince a mother that you’re crazy is some
publicity… hell if you believe everything that you see on TV, there’s
something wrong with your individuality, heart and soul. Seriously wrong
if it makes you torture your child for using a new hobby of this era. But
electroshocks won’t help anyone. I’d like to electrocute the
balls of pedophiles, but I know it won’t help anyone either. I just
hate them and want them to suffer. Well, apparently psychiatry hates nerds
and geeks. If they were one of them they wouldn’t do stupid shit like
that! Especially not to Asian people who brought the best technology to
the world and are entitled to use it! Maybe if society wasn’t so heartless,
sadistic and judgmental people wouldn’t have to flee online. I sure
can’t get out of my home. I’m already sick enough I don’t
need the bullshit. But give me my own land and horse and I’ll go out
Oh god it's horrifying. His mother tricked him to go to the hospital pretending
that his father was ill... and they electrocuted him for hours until he
agreed to stay! Or anytime he did something that the doctors didn't like,
such as trying to escape, to terrify him into mindless obedience... The
kid has never been violent. It wasn't to cure him (it can't) but torture
to subdue him... Hell, just lock or tie him up! That's SICK!!! And he wasn't
even addicted he played basketball without going online at all too!!!!!!
They don't even do that to meth addicts or people addicted
to rape babies... wtf... WTF!!!!?? Get your priorities straight you sick
At least the kid isn't stealing, getting teen pregnant, drugging himself...
NO! He's quietly at home where you can know everything that he's doing...
Why torture THOSE kids!? He should have trashed the computer in front of
his parents ad told them that he’s going to a party of underage booze,
drug, sex and rock & roll. HA! That’d teach those “caring”
parents to appreciate what they have!
Why didn’t the parents calmly told the child to spend less time online
first, or at least that they think there’s something wrong with him
and took him to the doctors… Telling him that his father was in danger
was cruel! (I should would never care again.) The con fraudulent asses told
them to do this… RED FLAG! Of course the kid was in a panic and anxious…
out of the goodness of his hearth for his father’s well being…
Hell, I wouldn’t go to his dying bed for this. I stopped talking to
mine for way less. The kid has really reasonable reasons to have trust issues
and paranoia now. You don’t mess with people’s
head with trickery when you want to make them face what’s real and
sane!!! That only works for scams!
The older generations don’t understand the new ways that their kids
live and they do complain… but damn… if Internet technology
is dangerous when it's completely pain free, then don't torture your kid
with brain damaging electroshocks "technology"!!! They had to
drug the kid so he wouldn’t cry!!! How is that not completely way
"Teng Fei's parents spent about 14,000 yuan (£1,250) for his
treatment: a 7,000 yuan monthly fee, a 2,000 yuan fine for running away
and a 5,000 penalty payment for ending treatment early."
WHAT!? They punish the parents for his running away and for being "cured"
early!? Just make your kid stick a fork in the toaster it will be just as
effective. And how about throwing the computer away!? Lock it in a room,
change the password for the session everyday and monitor how long... Pay
a computer wiz to do it for you, someone who learn by spending as much time
on the internet as your son and more. Even stab the kid's hands with chopsticks.
That'd be less painful than electroshocks that are so WAT TOO POWERFUL that
they can set people's skin on fire!!! Do the parenting
How about paying him martial art lessons instead!??? Take him to freaking
Disney land! At least tell him: son you've been on the internet to long.
"The treatment should last four months, but my father started to think
it was all a con," he said. "He realised that in the classes no
one could express opinions contrary to what they were told. Also, when I
told him how painful the shocks were (just like a needle piercing through
my brain) and he saw himself how young people grimaced before they went
into that room, his heart ached for me."
Of course it’s a con!!!!!
You shouldn’t have to pay a extra to quit something early, you should
get reimbursed if you’re not satisfied, or at least just walk away.
They get the money without spending energy on a kid that isn’t there
anymore… but they wanted EXTRA! Obvious con. Frustrated to loose their
cash cow. They couldn’t mess his brain enough to make him a cripple
dependent on their drugs for life.
Even if it was an addiction it was completely harmless, even criminals that
raped and murdered little girls and boys, even war criminals, aren’t
treated like this!!!? WTF!!!!!!
He was given antidepressants… why… just take your torture away!
Then you wonder why those pitiful kids murder their whole family!
Just force the kid to throw the computer through the window!!! The simplest
solution is often the best. That's what happens when you throw your responsibility
and life away in the hands of other people. You are conned, tortured...
and thankfully he didn't die. But he most probably has brain damage now.
Thanks mom. See you in hell.
Enjoy the internet! Just don't take drugs and don't rape kids! Don't murder
either... but sometimes people deserve to... save your own life. People
ARE out to get you!
Why the electroshocks!!!???? Why not take the money and treat the kid with
respect and have him participate in classes and say his opinion and destroy
his arguments with pure logic!!!? They have to be mentally ill with a narcissist
and sadistic personality… really insecure to do that… It disgusts
me… If I was a dictator, I’d treat those rotten cancers of society
that psychiatrists are the way Hitler treated the Jews of his time. That’s
what they are. Cancer. And good nutrition and no toxins won’t cure
those. Just kill psychiatrists. Burn them at the stake.
Damn mad rats.
The only way to condition someone with shocks is to electrocute a keyboard
and get a shock every time he tries to go on the internet. Make him associate
the internet with something scary and painful to stay away from. A very
VERY low current works just as well. One split second, not many half an
hour long!!! I wouldn’t even electrocute pedophiles that long!!! It’s
pure cruelty by some seriously fucked up people who feel lousy in their
lives and want a power trip! Maybe their mommy never loved them enough to
pay thousands of dollars on therapy, so now they torture kids who do.
Torture is never for your own good.
Because they are too feared to subdue them by force! So don’t cry,
don’t beg, fucking bite their head off. I’d probably just play
along if I couldn’t reason them. But one thing for sure… people
who commit such crimes, to the children, to the best on the freaking planet!!!
Asian nerds! They deserve that pain… and they even deserve to die.
Then you wonder why kids kill themselves and get into drugs after you tortured
them with “care” and forced drugs down their throat as a solution
for anything. Fucking dumb asses. You deserve to be killed with an axe,
and not even in your sleep! I’m outraged! Absolutely outraged!
Next time I’ll see a mass murder… good for you, kid. Good for
you. You died fighting.
Aggression is a side effect of antidepressants. It’s also a side effect
of being aggressed.
I refuse to be a docile victim while people torture me for vanity. I’ll
protect myself against a slow and painful death by any means necessary,
even broccoli or killing people. If that makes me insane… So be it.
There is no cure for wanting to be safe; it’s the very basis of life.
Lisa Of Shades
Everything is relative
12 April 2014
Someone told me that they knew a person who got electroshocks and that it
did her good. I replied:
If I tie you up and cut off your legs with a rusty saw, and then told you
to smile otherwise I’m going to cut off your arms… I guarantee
you that you’re going to smile, even laugh, loudly… but not
because having your legs cut did you any good.
Einstein said it himself. Put your hand on the hot
stove and a minute will seem like an eternity; but spend eternity with a
beloved person and it will feel like a minute.
The torture of electroshocks, being tied up, locked up and drugged with
painful effects might make your bad break up seem insignificant… in
comparison with sheer torture… but it solves nothing. It only gave
you a new comparison point and shifted your perspective. It’s as morbid
and sick as the movies Saw, which is exactly the goal of the serial killer…
when people can’t save themselves… too bad. That’s exactly
the same methods that psychiatry uses with electroshocks.
My brain isn’t a freaking car battery! And if it is, use the right
voltage! Guess what… for eons the brain’s
electricity was produced by FOOD
… not by machines. That's how
life needs it to be! Actually it's also true for the heart, pace makers
are freaking morbid, but at least they're not used as a punishment on people
that aren't liked for some dumb justification. Mind your own fucking life!
Just appreciate your life before someone make it worse.
or something do… avoid, ignore, forget
I’d much rather kill my enemy with pure hatred and vengeance and end
up in jail, executed like a rabid dog with a bullet in my head… than
be treated like a mindless object after taking my very mind away with drugs
and mutilations. I’d rather have a dead body than live on with a dead
mind… If I ever end up brain dead in a coma… pull the plug.
Psychiatry puts you there, in a “therapeutic” coma with insulin…
literally at death’s door… How can you possibly believe their
claim that it’s a cure… Maybe their goal is to cure life with
death… that would explain why they put so many labels on normal and
natural human emotions, thoughts and behavior. Don’t let them torture,
destroy and kill you… for control, power, pure ego and their own metal
diseases of narcissist and sadistic personalities.
Enjoy your own insanity and don't let others poison your life with theirs.
Lisa Of Shades
12 April 2014
Psychiatrists are mentally ill. Psychiatry is
the new religion. But in that one you don't have free will.
Psychiatrists are people too, they can be mentally ill too, and they sure
are! Psychiatrists are mentally ill.
Nice thread in a forum Mental
illness is exaggerated at boards.straightdope, they made a
nice comparison with Alzheimer not being a mental problem but a biological
one... I had to stop reading all the painful comments full of hate and
blindly convinced by the propaganda... keep in mind that even schizophrenia
is a symptom of both low blood sugar and anemia! They both have depression
and many other effects too! I personally know how excruciatingly distressing
and painful both nutritional problems feel!
When your brain doesn’t have enough fuel or oxygen to function,
from lack of precise nutrients to make the process stable, the brain have
to compensate… it does mistakes, alert you with unpleasant feelings
and you can have many coping mechanisms. I tasted all mental illnesses
at some point or the other as my brain tried different things to survive,
I even hallucinated insects (mistaking a crumb or dust for one) for 5
days… until I told myself “that’s enough! They are more
afraid of you and the all mighty shoe than you are of them!” I keep
home spiders as pets. The enemy of my enemy is my friend. There, problem
solved! No need for toxic chemicals. I just don’t jump to conclusions,
blink, and wait. If it’s indeed an insect, I smash
it, or throw it outside, or grab a Kleenex and flush it away~~~ It
works on assholes that make your life miserable too. Don't
do drugs~ Life is full of non toxic options.
People pay a fortune on hallucinogen drugs… and those who end up
succeeding or do naturally pay a fortune on trying to make hallucinations
stop. Just eat natural wholesome foods and stop messing with your brain,
for any reasons. At least don’t make it worse.
People who take hallucinogen end up peeing, and water filtration isn’t
all that efficient… so those who drink the resulting water and are
susceptible from sleep deprivation and improper nutrition end up having
a free bad trip from pee. Nice euh~ If estrogen pills can make fishes
get both sexual organs in water… anything is rational, with a rational
explanation. Calling people insane because you're
too stupid to figure out the rational cause is preposterous!
I liked that quote from the forum:
"I believe psychiatry tries to take every little human quirk that
makes humans, humans and tries to call it a mental illnesses. They do
this because most psychiatrists are mentally ill themselves
and it makes them feel better to believe everyone else is. For
example Sigmund Freud was deeply mentally ill and thought everyone was
as sick as he was, therefore he projected his thoughts
onto other people."
People hate everything that’s different from them, out of fear…
from their discrimination and fear to become minority, lose their powers
and be replaced. So they try to stay on top by crushing everything under…
and their fear happen because they made it happen into the world…
What they feared and hated… was themselves.
Also to make profit and get worshipers out of fear. The church did it
for years. They killed people too while preaching "thou shall not
kill" just like antidepressants make people even more depressed.
Pure nonsense based on blind faith. Amen~
Christianity (to only name the one that I know best among many others
) terrorized people into distress, neediness, submission and blind faith
with stories of eternal fire… and even burn people… psychiatrist
too, they give you hell in life, and they set your head in fire LITERALLY
with electroshocks. It’s the same. They’re both unscientific,
mad and seriously barbaric… and fucked up!!!! Priests rape little
children… psychiatrist has sex with their patients AND billed them
for it as “therapy”… way to eat the cake and not just
keep the money… make people pay you to eat it too… That’s
sick. People have to be out of their mind to fall for it… eat broccoli
instead of chemical laded processed sugar… it will pass.
Any sect members patting each other’s back for their mad beliefs.
It doesn’t make them right. Only impressing and terrifyingly organized
and everywhere… that doesn’t make them gods. Heck, believe
in Jesus instead if you have to be a mindless follower, at least he’s
not trying to deny you free will by drugging and incarcerating you…
oh and the brain damage… they sure love that. Sick fucks making
kid’s brains shrink with Ritalin… Who the hell thought that
giving speed to kids would make them calm and attentive has a very low
Enjoy~ Your own mind, your way... just don't hurt someone. And you're
Become your own god. Your body is your temple. It's probably why the body
part on each side of your head is called this way. To honor how precious
your brain is. Don't let those false prophets electrocute your temples.
Lisa Of Shades
12 April 2014
Don't believe in being cared for in a capitalist
We all fraud ach other hoping to get money to live out of it… but
why? The money is all there… why can’t we help each other
out voluntarily and use those resources for great things. Because this
isn’t a communist country e=where everyone have to be equals and
share equally. We can trick each other and exploit each other so one person
can have everything, while the people who work to make their company happen
end up with nothing, even more destitute than slaves.
Before you decide to believe someone claiming that he can make your life
better than you can yourself (freaking arrogance RED FLAG!) remember what
kind of society that you live in.
Hitler is no longer there to take the people who exploit you into starvation,
homelessness or/and even death to lock them up, castrate them, use them
to do experiments for the good advancement of society (Nazis did useful
stuff actually), and they won’t kill them either. Here they have
the liberty to exploit your gullibility and destroy your life in all impunity~
That’s probably why some people are ready to kill and die hoping
to stop capitalism, not because they don’t like having stuff. Just
like the people who killed and died for freedom didn’t do it because
they didn’t enjoy being whipped and spanked. Free will… don’t
surrender it to psychiatry.
Realizing that no matter what you do, how much you make yourself sick
to death trying to work to please, to be loved and accepted… that
you’ll never be because of your personality, of who you are…
just for being different… for being you… and called insane
for it… when you harm no one and the only pain you ever felt was
from this harsh bullying, psychological violence and discrimination…
Then… when you finally realize… that no matter what you do…
they’ll always think you’re insane… no matter how good
and devoted you are… the veil of despair can open into pure freedom…
because it also mean that you can do whatever the hell you want…
and if someone try to complain… just say “Nope, not my fault,
I’m insane, DEAL WITH IT!” The leash breaks, you end up untouchable…
because they already destroyed your humanity, everything that made you
bow down… they denied you dignity and human rights… like an
animal… a defective machine… and once you become feral…
you end up seeing the true world… nature… life… beyond
their lies, chains… fears and despair… from the underground
you actually see the sunset better… and after everything you lost…
you notice that you were only clinging to pain… to false love…
to death… and now face to face with sheer life… all alone…
cast out… you are finally… free~
Lisa Of Shades
12 April 2014