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Thyroid madness & Adrenal glands fatigue
My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic
is a really good cartoon, with great value, diversity and everypony is crazy
in their own amusing way. Info at IMdB. I used the
Pony Creator Full Version
by generalzoi at deviantart.
The endocrine system is wise and in harmony. A problem with one might actually
be a wise way to spare the other. Everything happens for a reason and it's
often a good one. Try to understand why and you'll have the solution for
improvements. Stop forcing the body to do what he's deliberately trying
to avoid for survival. Give him the means to do it instead.
No need to be a vegetarian to enjoy vegetables.
The way I named the comic reffers to:
Adrenal fatigue (See my section
and sites from experts:
It helped me figure out how to take mega doses of vitamins and minerals
safely, and in harmony with each other and my body. Without rushing my body
(I used to take half a B50 complex a day, because I couldn't handle how
energetic it made me, I crashed in even more pain... I healed and can now
take 3). Gently nourishing myself as much as my body could handle and wanted.
Stop the thyroid madness
an interesting site: "Thyroid mistreatment using T4 medicine and hypothyroidism
misdiagnosis are too common. Find out the truth about this ongoing scandal."
Very informative and fun to read, but I don't agree with everything because
they still have the same approach as the medical industry... a more natural
thyroid replacement is still trying to bypass natural steps. Its best to
nourishing your body so you can make your own hormones and function completely
naturally. Especially since those missing vitamins and minerals are required
for more than just your thyroid, and a low thyroid is actually a warning
of deficiencies problems, a lower thyroid is the solution to survive malnutrition
longer, not the problem itself.
TSH – Why It’s Useless
[Unreliable TSH tests] "can leave hypothyroid patients undiagnosed
for years. And even when on meds, its dubious normal range leaves patients
with continuing hypothyroid symptoms, including bone density and heart problems."
But when the only cure given is a toxic poison, not being diagnosed is doing
people a favor. That's also why adrenal glands problems aren't recognized
until the glands have only 2% function left, because using a steroid that
will destroy your glands would be irresponsible, unless you're going to
die for sure. But they use it anyway for many small things... that you'd
be able to do if you had enough vitamin C because it's an anti-inflammatory,
anti-histamine (prevents allergy symptoms but avoid allergens instead to
burden your body), anti-toxins, antioxidant (oxidation are oxygen burns
from breathing and burning energy), anti-invaders that don't belong in your
body (bacteria are good for you), and necessary to renew and heal EVERYTHING.
It's so absurd to blame the thyroid for bone density and heart problems,
even if it plays a roles in making them healthy. It'd be like blaming the
cook for being unable to make a recipe without being given enough of the
Making strong bones requires minerals, calcium AND magnesium and the vitamin
C to glue them together with collagen. The heart need to be made of a lot
of flexible collagen to pump constantly... so scurvy will cause heart attacks...
Lowering your metabolism will lower your needs... You want it higher? Forget
any hormones replacements and patiently fill your needs until you repair
the damage that YOU did to yourself from abuse and neglect.
External steroids atrophy your glands, even when natural and more complete,
because they're still meant to replace body functions, so they atrophy your
glands, because they adapt to not having to do it themselves, and your body
doesn't keep what's not needed. That's why wearing clothes made us stop
making the effort to grow out fur, and why people wearing hats lose their
hairs except the neck that the hat doesn't cover…
Incomplete synthetic hormones will mess you up more than "Natural Desiccated
Thyroid" because chemicals that aren't for your body are against it
and toxic… and replacing only the T4 instead of all 5 hormones won't
do the job completely… Eating thyroids from living creatures will
give you the T4, T3, T2, T1 and calcitonin… But it still won't enable
you to make them yourself, whenever you need them, and exactly how much
you need… which also mean not making as much as usual if you really
need to rest from malnutrition and exhaustion!
Same with "Adrenal Desiccated"… you become dependent
when you are supposed to be free~
Provide the nutritional requirements to make your own hormones and your
body will regulate everything needed thorough the day, in harmony. Otherwise,
it's still for a wise reason and it should be respected. You need more than
hormones to function. That's just how vital organs communicate to build
your body. Giving cell phones to construction workers won't make them build
a stronger building faster if you don't provide the materials and tools.
That's how stupid it is to put steroids from a toxic chemical or a dead
creature in your boy when you don't have the nutritional means to accomplish
what the hormones are telling to do.
Nourish yourself and let your body decide how much you can accomplish with
your resources. Respect your limits. And for the love of life, respect your
Dialogue and extra comments to explain (I went berserk from hunger when
I wrote, I should follow my own advice and eat, hahaha. I sure do.) :
Get back up ^
The endocrine system in wise harmony: Thyroid and Adrenal glands.
Adrenal Glands (Green pony): Please slow down. I’m exhausted and starving.
I need to graze greens but I’m only being fed sugar cubes...
Thyroid (Blue pony): Of course, my friend! I can’t do this without
While the Thyrois is like the automatic speed gears on a car, the Adrenal
glands are more like the brain of an orchestra conductor.
The thyroid can be source of the problem if there's not enough iodine to
transform it into hormones.
Hormones are the juice used by vital organs to communicate, nerves like
the brain network of neurons uses electrical signals, so it's more vital
to your ealth than sex.
Iodine is added to table salt, but it's not a healthy kind the way you can
find in sea weed. I take kelp supplements and I noticed more energy, but
I also eat more food, real food, you can reallystuff your face with vegetables
andnot gain weigth, unless your muscles, skin and bones need to. Being lighter
by sacrificying vital cells isn't going to make you healthier. The body
will slow down in starvation, limiting functions to the bare minimum to
survive. Like bears hibernate during winter from lack of food.
The Adrenal glands require a lot of vitamin C to handle stress, making the
hormones cortisol and adrenalin... telling the entire body to speed up.
But without proper fuel the adrenalin rush will make you go berserk without
having a calmed functional brain to aim that energy properly. It's practical
in time of dangers, to have an energy boost for the fight or flight, but
sometimes the threat isn't as obvious as a lion... It comes from inside
An allergen, a food you are sensitive to that causes inflamation in your
brain without the typical suffocation (anaphylactic chocs have many symptoms),
or a toxin, being hungry or tired from overstimulation (you need to sleep
to renew your brain cells, like a computer can't copy its exploitation system
while being in use, you can't copy memories to fresher cells while awake
and making countless unconscious thoughts association from everything that
you see and feel).
So it's never "just in your head" when you have anxiety or depression.
A need is amiss.
A symptom of low thyroid is depression. Taking antidepressants would be
pointless and harmful because they enable you to ignore your needs even
more. But you don't need drugs and hormone replacement either. It's just
as stupid and dangerous, and still a way to keep denying your vital needs
EAT, BREATHE, SLEEP, BE SAFE! That's so utterly simple that it's too often
cruelly overlooked. Then we look at extremely advanced technology like nanotechnologies
to heal us… WE CAN HEAL OURSELVES! It'd be as stupid as cutting off
a broken leg and replacing it by a mechanic one! Just eat minerals and vitamin
C to make the collagen to glue them on your bones, and you'll heal!!! You
just need food and rest. The best doctor is your body! No one and NOTHING
can do better than life itself. So eat living stuff!
The Adrenal glands also tell the liver to free the reserves of fuel, the
glucose (the best type of sugar) from the liver. The pancreas stores it
there and in fat (vitamins and toxins are also stored in fat) and then the
adrenals sends the message to free them. If they don't have the nutrition
to slowly release a stable blood sugar, it will spike then crashes, making
you feel as bipolar as your fuel.
They need B vitamins to release and burn energy. They are required, along
with vitamin C to absorb iron, to make red blood cells and carry oxygen.
So you can eat sugar until you become obese, but you won't be able to burn
So the adrenals will be exhausted from the malnutrition. They also require
electrolytes minerals to keep you hydrated. Salt, potassium, calcium, magnesium,
bicarbonate... They tell the kidneys to recycle salt. If they are too starved
and beat up by stimulants to do it, there won'T be any materials to make
the juicy message to the kidneys... they will throw away the salt, it retains
water so water will follow... you'll basically pee your blood out... Ending
up with low blood pressure, as if not having enough red blood cells wasn't
bad enough... the heart will have to pump harder to compensate for too little
of everything... but that will require energy... the adrenalin message to
beat harder will make you feel anxious and freake out... normal and natrural
since your body is in a bad situation... The energy will need to burn vitamin
C... it will be taken out of your collagen, reverted back into vitamin C
to do something else with it... so your heart won't be given vitamin C to
become stronger... it will be taken out... weaken it... until he gives out.
And then you're dead... statins can't prevent that... the arteries will
use fat to coat themselves if there's not enough vitamin C in the diet to
make elastic ones. The blood pressure can go higher instead because when
you thighten a garden hose the pressure goes up, you need the elastic collagen
to expand blood vessel widers...
So it's best to lower the metabolism until food is available... until YOU
finally make healthier food choices.
Get back up ^
Forcing the Thyroid higher with an artificial steroid
Human doctor: Go faster stupid horse! (He force feeds him pills.)
Thyroid (Blue pony): *Cough!?*
Adrenal Glands (Green pony): So hungry...
That's not what Thyroid medication looks like. I chose that image because
it looks scarier... and the long shape reminds me of a dick raping your
mouth... and drugs sure will fuck you up.
T4-only meds like Synthroid do NOT work, exclaim many patients!
But patients won't admit it to their doctors, of course... you don't contradict
god in a lab coat, that would make you the wrong defective one... right?
Tch... Some do and they are given a bigger dose, more of the wrong thing
won't make it the right! But people write true honest feedback online. That's
what educated me... So I know more than doctors. About some stuff.... such
as my own body. We all have unique situations, so we all have unique needs.
You can't learn a "one size fit all" from a narrow normal sample
and claim that you know how to take care of every body. Some people are
in extreme situation and need extremely high amounts of nutrition.
I was prescribed that Thyroid medication... but I never took it. My body
I was in that exhausted situation... (still am but I respect my body more)
working 100h a week while being anorexic because I had no time to eat...
I didn't think it was important. But that's like saying that I don't have
time to breathe! Well, lack of B vitamins, C and iron causes anemia... from
lack of red blood cells to carry oxygen. So YEAH! Thinking that you don't
have time to eat IS thinking that you don't have time to breathe.
Take the time!
So I went to the doctor, after becoming an invalid. I couldn't even sit.
My blood pressure was so low... I was getting too dizzy... And I lowered
my salt instead to increase it because it's emonized and claimed to be unhealthy.
Table salt is unhealthy because it's full of chemicals. It's stupid to mix
iodine with it because the need for salt and iodine are different between
people. Table salt won't hidrate you. You require trace minerals that are
present in the Grey Celtic Sea salt that I use.
Not the bleached "sea" salt from the grocery store... it smells
and tastes like bleach... you can't ferment vegetables to get more healthy
gut bacteria (it works to just eat vegetables and nourish your collony,
but sauerkraut is delicious). Table salt would kill even the good ones,
probably from the toxic bleach to make it look white, and the horror to
prevent grains from sticking. Real salt tastes sweet so they add refine
sugar to it sometimes! Madness.
But real sea salt will kill the bacteria that are incompatible with life
(their job, along with mold, is simply to help decay the death, back to
the earth, so the cycle of life can restart anew. So they're not bad, they
just don't belong in you.) The bacteria necessary for your survival to digest
(THEY produce acid from fermentation, the bacteria digests, not stomach
acid. People with low stomach acid have low bacteria and try to digest things
like card board grains that can't nourish gut bacteria or you.)
So to be well fed you need to eat life forms, so bacteria can make vitamins
for you. Not just refine sugar (and refine grains are the same thing as
pure sugar... white powder flour... same thing as cocaine).
Eating sugar thinking that you can just put gas in the tank... it won't
work. You are a complex colony of unicellular organisms evolved from bacteria...
AND bacteria... so stop blaming them for being sick and start feeding your
friendly one food to survive, so they can feed YOU.
Even machines need more than gas. They don't renew their metal, but they
do rust away... Our cells don't live very long, every 7 years it's a whole
new us, we are clones of ourselves even if we don't grow up anymore.
Sugar is over rated... and a dangerous drug! A stimulant just like refined
cocaine powder... meant to be a message that the vegetable and fruits are
ripe and full of nutrients... but added to cardboard grains, like crush
glass, to fool you into thinking that the toxic waste is edible.
It's dangerous to trust companies, they only care about profits, to take
care of your health when it's YOUR job... You believe that they are there
to help and make it convenient... as if there was something more important
in life than cooking and breathing and attending to your OWN most basic
vital needs... To go win more gold... really? that won't save you from pain
and misery. Gold is toxic to eat. For what... to buy gadgets and status
to impress people? You know what impress people? Someone who's healthy and
smiling. The girl can have the biggest fake tits, but if she doesn't have
a smile, she won't look approachable... and if she's skinny but don't have
stamina to play... it will be boring. Make up's goal is to give your face
colors so you'll look healthy... Bad nails can be a sign of health problems
and nutritional deficiencies... but people glue plastic on them to hide
it... That toxic cancer crap won't save you... It's pointless to attract
a mate if you are too sick to have the extra energy for a libido.
Because sex isn't vital even if you think you can't live without it, so
when your body starts shutting down from lack of nutrition, it's one of
the first things to go... If your heart is too weak to pump blood, it won't
be able to pump a hard enough pressure for men to get hard... and the heart
won't be able to pump up blood against gravity either, so fluids will accumulate
in your legs... Not from water retention, you NEED that water, it's your
blood! You need a stronger heart from nutrition (collagen from vitamin C).
Giving diuretic drugs is foolish and dangerous. They are toxic and destroy
your kidneys, which are the ones to make you pee so it will backfire if
water retention was the problem... Ginger is a delicious diuretic with many
health properties. It does the job and detoxifies you. The adrenals love
it. Curcuma is even more delicious. I eat both.
I learned a lot trying to understand myself, thanks to google, hahaha! But
real researchers and patients gladly put their research, finding and feedbacks
online... so it's way more up to date than a medical class based on old
facts twisted by religion and profits, so they only focus on drugs... and
at some point denied anesthesia because god wanted us to suffer for eating
a fruit from the tree of KNOWLEDGE... So... stop praying and save yourself...
never trust everything blindly, not google, but not "specialists"
Everything started to make sense when I discovered naturopath medicine and
I knew that my Thyroid problem wasn't just or even from the Thyroid... because
I also had reactive hypoglycemia and low blood pressure... and that's the
My metabolism was slowing down to help me. The Thyroid was asked by my Adrenals
to slow down because they lacked the materials to do what needed to be done.
They are like the brains on top of your kidneys... they filter everything
and monitor what's going on. Your brain is all over your body, in every
cell. Being a colony of unicellular organisms means that you're a giant
brain working in harmony, not isolated components... even society is, being
disconnected and alone is an illusion. Everything that you own was made
thanks to many people, many things made it possible to build... It's the
same for your body.
So being narrow minded and blaming the thyroid as defective, when it's a
CHOICE to slow down, and a wise one... that's not professional to give drugs
to stimulate it without even understanding why it does what it does... only
blindly wanting what you want and be too stupid to provide what's needed...
Like a child screaming that they want a cake to be baked but without any
ingredients and the oven is dead. The cake won't happen and it's a good
thing, the balance of nutrients was broken by modern technology, so it's
not compatible with your needs.
So I went to the doctor... at least they can do tests on me, I don't have
I've been told for decades that I'm just insane... (If I wasn't then, after
all that mental abuse, I sure am now!) so when the doctor finally discovered
my hypothyroidism and reactive hypoglycemia... after struggling for a decade
to diagnose myself because even when there was pee in my urine they just
dismissed it as being a woman... or sometimes "it just happens for
some people". Yeah! People with kidney disease and soon failure, assholes!
So when my doctor gave me Synthroid (Levothyroxine Sodium) pills... instead
to harass me to take antidepressants even though I wasn't depressed, I was
EXHAUSTED from all the hell that people put me through... from... allowing
it... MYSELF... to please... and feel useful... well I sure got used and
abuse... and sure did it to myself until I was burned out completely...
I wanted to believe so hard that the pill was going to save me... to make
everything okay... that my body was just dumb as shit... defective... for
no freaking reason than being an invalid human being... born as trash...
But that was the same stupid idea as claiming that depression is an imbalance
in the brain, when it's your body trying to warn you of danger... Babies
don't cry because they have an antidepressant deficiency... They do it because
they are hungry, soiled in shit, over stimulated, tired, bored and needing
stimulation so their brain can develop... You don't give antidepressants
to babies... you take care of their needs so they won't die... so you MUSN'T
give them to teen and adults! Vitamin C will do the job way better because
it won't just help your adrenals handle stress, it will actually HEAL YOU!
And the brain needs a whole lot of reserve to heal.
There are two kind of vitamins, fat soluble that are stored in fat, and
water soluble that get peed out so you need them everyday... because they
are so important that your body will make flesh with it... Vitamin C won't
be stored in fat, it's stored in vital organs like the Adrenal glands and
the brain, it makes connective tissues, strengthen bones by making them
flexible with collagen, strengthen the heart, fill your skin (wrinkles has
nothing to do with old age but with prolong vitamin C deficiency).
I knew it was stupid to call my body stupid and take drugs... to force him...
I just wanted to believe that a magic pill existed... that my life long
hell (of malnutrition and hidden allergies as my body tried so hard to keep
me healed) was finally going to get better... I had found answers... it
wasn't insulting my identity as a person... but yes it did... it insulted
And my body sure knew better.
I was told by the pharmacist that I could just try the drug, that it has
no side effects and I can just stop it cold turkey (without lowering the
dose slowly... like BAM!). But it's not even true with vitamin C, the safest
substance ever. But I so wanted to believe it... But it was like a drug
pusher on the streets claiming that cocaine will be fun, you can do it once
and stop forever, that it won't haunt you... that it will make you cool,
sexy and happy... Doctors do the exact same... in fact... heroin and cocaine
is how psychiatry used to "help" people... when they didn't destroy
their brain with hardware tools...
I was given a paper along with the Thyroid pills... it warned me that if
I have an adrenal glands problem... it will make it worse and the drug must
be avoided for people like that. Basically when you have adrenal problems
you need to rest (but that won't be enough without nutrition, that's why
people wake up tired or in the middle of the night... The body needs materials
for repair, and not just to stuff the gut with junk.)
I was waiting for tests on my Adrenal glands! It was irresponsible and dangerous
of my doctor to prescribe the Thyroid drug before we got the results!!!
And when we got them, it was so very low, at the limit of survival... and
he told me I was just fine!!! But the test was messed up because they tested
cortisol... while I was being given cortisol because my ass was bleeding
more than a period!!! A hydrocortisone steroid cream!!! Because my adrenals
couldn't make enough!!! I didn't even need a test; it was obvious that there
was a problem! I never passed the test again; I need my blood to stay in
my veins... And the damn steroid almost killed me... because it replaced
my glands, atrophied them, and when I ran out of cream... I got an adrenal
crisis... I couldn't breathe... I almost died! I've been at the edge of
death often... I wished it often... I got operations... I got countless
infections (actually damage from allergens, and rotting from malnutrition)
this was way beyond anything I ever faced... Steroids are DEATH! They weaken
But still... when I got that magic bottle of pill... as if health was a
on-off switch that could happen suddenly without slow lifestyle changes...
I desperately wanted to try it... what if… I was wrong… maybe
I'm just crazy… well, I was being tired to think that. I put out such
a fight… was that pill the reward or did I have to struggle for another
decade… I couldn't take it anymore… but the pill wasn't the
answer… but I couldn't bear to search what I truly needed in confusion
anymore… by taking that pill… I was about to give up on my life!
I took the pill out... slowly tried to put it in my mouth... and then my
body froze. I couldn't move my arm. I could move it down just fine, but
I couldn't move it up. I tried for a while that seemed very long but was
probably seconds... before I acknowledged what my body already knew... from
all my symptoms, experiences and information that I had collected and stored
in my brain...
The drug would have made me worse... and killed me... the drug wasn't a
cure... it was a threat... it was death.
The only other time that my primal brain took over my body and bypassed
my will is when I tried to slice my wrists as a child... there's just so
much rejection, bullying and abuse someone can endure... there are things
far worse than abortion and death: making your child regret being born...
by not taking care of their needs... or appreciating their life... But I
can do that for myself.
The pill wasn't a cure. The pill was suicide.
The answer was so simple: nutrition.
It's not as impressive as stimulants, but they just cover up the problem,
they are a lie, they make things worse, they are false hope. No need for
hope and prayers when you have the cure, when you know what your body needs
because you respect and understand that it has wisdom that you might not
be aware of… and vital needs that you can't live without or compensate
for with anything else than the very basics that makes sustaining life possible:
nutrition, rest, safety.
That's why drugs are bad, kids. Not because adults don't want you to have
fun from some morality that you have to be perfect... but because poisoning
yourself to death while ignoring your most vital needs WON'T MAKE YOU COOL!
No matter who say so... they are trying to escape their own self neglect
and abuse with the wrong things too. Brilliant artists and actors, devoted
to their art, but exhausted from how much it takes out of them yet wanting
to do and give more... but there's just so long you can ignore your needs
and mask them before the warning turns into actual death... and that's if
you don't kill yourself from the agonizing misery.
You can rest before the eternal rest. If someone think ill of you for taking
care of yourself, then he just want to exploit you like a slave and throw
your corpse in a ditch for the next one when done sucking the life out of
you. That's not the kind of person that you should take life advices from...and
unfortunately, no matter how the medical industry claim to be there to help,
and no matter how doctors at the base of the pyramid sincerely wish they
could, the monster on top, Big Pharma, just want to sell drugs and profit
from your misery, keeping you sick, making you sicker with side effects
that will make you look like you need more drugs when you actually need
NONE... they even hide the cures that can't give them huge profits, and
even made them illegal if they discredit their poisons... Putting your life
in their hands would be like a cow going to a machine to get milked.
So instead I bowed to the wisdom of my body. I don't agree that my Thyroid
is slow because it's stupid. But to save my life. I refuse to be insulted
as a person, not my mind and not my body. If that's the best they have to
offer as a therapy... then I'm better off with nothing. At least that won't
make things worse the way their drugs do. Feeling better by denying your
body the right to tell you that something is wrong, and being healthier
with nothing bad to report, is completely different...
Denial doesn't work very long… I don't want a doctor that will enable
my denial and refusal to take care of myself, taking over my own life like
a god… I want a doctor that will teach me how to make myself healthier
even if that takes hard work. "Doctor yourself" by Andrew Saul
was awesome to read. More books that helped me save my life by making myself
healthy and happy to be alive too:
Health ~ Recommendations ~ Books
Anybody can learn anything when given the resources and time. Even someone
with a low IQ can understand the general idea from my comics. That's how
my subconscious explains stuff to me, I don't understand everything, I don't
know many Latin words for every bones... But I understand that stimulants
can't replace nutrition... it has to be taken from somewhere... if it's
not from external foods, it will be taken from your internal organs!
A drug addict took the stimulant drug speed instead to eat, but he ended
up only skin and bones…He was so hungry and denied food… but
forced to have a fast metabolism… so he jumped on somebody and ate
his face… that's actually the wisest part of the story, although I
feel utterly sorry for that man… Eating is life… you need to
eat to function… and you need to eat life forms… forcing your
body to function when you don't provide what's required leads to disaster!
Speed is given to ADD/ADHD children! If you are malnourished you won't be
able to pay attention... and if you are only fed refined sugar and grain
cereals with chemical colors in the morning... you won't be able to function,
think, but the massive fuel will make you run mindlessly and unable to stop...
but they expect kids to sit still on a chair all day... when that's not
even natural with all the calcium and magnesium that life forms need to
be calm and use muscles effectively.
Stop trying to force what you think you want!!! Your subconscious, the will
of your organs and thoughts so complex an fast that you can barely catch
a glimpse, you could consciously think for eternity and not be as wise as
your inner mind... So stop being led by ads and whims! Look for your needs!
Find a way to have the wisdom to discover the difference between a want
and a need!
Don't force on your body what every cell of your being is screaming not
to!!! Especially not with drug that cause what you are trying to avoid!!!
Antidepressants cause depression, Statin causes heart failure! WTF! Pharma!
Profit? Yeah. I do appreciate the irony… now that I no longer see
that industry as a kind savior… but the sickest thing I ever seen!
The medical industry is sicker than death! They prey on the vulnerable,
the elderly, the kids, and the depressed… They all just need what
the body need to live, and that sure isn't drugs, because they where invented
recently and we survived on food for thousands of years just fine!!!
What I want is irrelevant, what I want almost killed me.
Only what I need matters.
I don't need drugs, I don't need to work 100h a week on less than the minimum
salary for ungrateful clients, trying to afford the junk that rich people
can and have the same status... it just won't happen anyway, not that way...
That asshole client didn't even pay me at all!
I simplified my life, this also simplified my problems.
Everything has a down side. Less things means less stuff that can upset
you, break, require repair… The metro is nicer than having to dig
out a car out of ice in winter. There's an upside to everything too, looking
at it that way is less stressful, but acknowledging darkness and sadness
as something natural as well. It's what you do that defines you, but also
what you don't do. So doing nothing can be as good as doing awesome &
horrible things at the same time. At least don't make it worse, don't hurt
yourself, and don't hurt others unless they want to hurt you. (Hurting people
for fun will make people throw you in jail, because people don't want to
be next. But letting people and even yourself damage you is bad for you.)
Sure I don't have a job but I don't harass people with telemarketing to
sell them things they don't need. I don't exploit children or women as sex
slaves, I don't get rich sitting in a CEO chair while my employees starve
on minimum wage. I make comics... that might spare someone the hell I've
been through... or give them perspective and options when he'll be told
that a drug for life is his only hope because there's no cure for scurvy
bone and join pain... when vitamin C works very quickly when you take as
much as you need... and that sure isn't the RDA, for anyone... that level
is just some random number so you won't spit your teeth and burst in a puddle
of blood instantly. But there are more subtle pains and damages.
So I don't need drugs and be on top of the money world... I need my life.
I need nutrition and REST! Until my body is nourished enough to move. I
can move now, that's why I'm writing and creating. But forcing myself to
would exhaust and damage me even more.
Running like a healthy person won't make sick people healthier... it won't
make a weak hearts that can't handle the strain stronger; it will give them
a heart attack. That's why people with a weak heart will have a slow metabolism
and will be unable to do things... the nutrition is lacking to make the
functions happen and burn energy... but also ON PURPOSE to save your reserves
and stretch them to survive as long as possible, until you find nourishment
again... and wisely put it in your mouth. THEN, and only THEN, will your
metabolism go faster.
I started to force feel myself until I got stuffed. Fuck being skinny. Of
course I didn't use super size junk food and donuts... I used mostly vegetables...
I poop like I never pooped before. I feel so clean inside hahaha. I stopped
smelling rotten. I stopped rotting...
I lovingly and respectfully acknowledged my Thyroid and Adrenal gland wisdom
and needs... I did my best to understand and provided them.
I worked! Side effect? Feeling better in every ways, even for things that
I thought normal (I NEVER have menstrual cramps and they used to be debilitating)...
and of course pooping... but at least I'm not full of shit anymore. HA!
Get back up ^
The Thyroid can’t slow down to survive longer the
lack of nutrition.
Adrenal Glands (Green pony): Slower... I beg you... I hurt all over!
Thyroid (Blue pony): I can’t. Something is bypassing my will. But
When you take drugs... you end up being given higher and higher doses...
If the body was just defective and the drug was needed, this wouldn't happen.
But the body is desperately trying to do what needs to be done: SLOW DOWN!
Stop running to your death!
When you push yourself past your limits, past the limits of the nutrients
and materials that you provide to function and renew damaged cells from
exercise... You end up in pain all over. Fibromyalgia is a symptom of scurvy,
the way vitamin C deficiency is called. But doctors are so narrow-minded
in their labels that they don't see the obvious!
I used to hurt all over, in constant agonizing pain... for months... I was
scared to move. Not because of some mental hypochondriac phobia... when
I moved I ended in agony! No need to be a genius to learn from pain...
I recently wondered... is it really from muscles and joints? Osteoporosis
is actually caused by scurvy too... so maybe it's actually bone pain. I
did a search... apparently muscle pain will go away if you stop moving...
my pain didn't, but avoiding to burn myself out by staying utterly still
in bed was at least not worsening it... and moving was unthinkable... I
had to cling to my furniture to stay up... Exercising for health? The hell
So bone pain was described by someone as a truck hitting you, rolling on
you back and forth, then parking on top of your body. Yeah... that's how
my pain feels.
But as horrid as it gets... if I take massive amounts of vitamin C... it
I hurt my wrist badly, I couldn't move it... probably because I stupidly
ate my allergens (wheat and soy, they're bad for everybody but my body can't
handle mistreatments anymore)... I burned a lot of vitamin C to heal...
I was in a fog, antisocial and hostile like a wounded animal, I just curled
up and thought of death thinking that I was doomed... but no I feel awesome
right now. It lasted for days... I didn't think so little bad food would
hurt me for so long... it took a while to start so it's harder to make the
connection with the cause... but I know by now... It turned out that forgetting
to buy canned corn stopped my ass from itching and bleeding like crazy...
I ate that everyday... for years... at some point my Adrenals couldn't get
enough vitamin C to try to heal and lower the inflammation... so all the
vital functions that it orchestrate went to hell, my thyroid had to slow
things down... don't run a marathon with a broken leg! Even if you're not
bleeding out for everyone to see... internal injuries are much worse!
So eating allergens weakened my body... that's how I hurt my wrist from
small movements that I can usually handle easily (like typing~) I took extra
vitamin C... my wrist healed in a day! It was a little bit stiff but no
pain at all!
But of course I didn't take the RDA recommendation of 0.06g... Unlike us
and the guinea pig, most animal produce their own... it's minimum 4g a day,
20g when sick... and much more...
I take 4g a day as a base, in 4 doses to give my body the time to absorb
it... but if I want to kill myself, I just take a handful, 5g, in one shot.
My body doesn't react as if I was trying to commit suicide; it allows me
to swallow that much. And more. And then I feel freaking awesome and relieved.
Because I heal.
The body doesn't eat much time to heal... just like old age problems aren't
caused by old age... healing takes a while because we get so little vitamin
C from even the best foods that it takes a long time to gain enough materials
for repairs. That's why supplements can make a big difference. But of course
if I swallow dozens of bottle of pills, I won't heal in one shot... it still
take some time... and nutrients work in harmony.
I take the best kind of vitamin C, not from corn but from cherries and citrus,
the natural kind. With the least chemicals and avoiding allergens. But it's
still an acid. Thankfully my Grey Celtic Sea Salt is alkaline (table salt
is acidic) so it balance things out. I also bath in bicarbonate instead
of soap full of cancer causing dyes & perfumes. My gut bacteria didn't
like being given bicarbonate, they like to be in the acid they make, so
I suck it in from my skin... It's less convenient than carrying it in my
gut bag for hours, but it works the same with external skin.
Also... to make red blood cells, you need B12 and iron... so if I take massive
doses of vitamin C and make lots of red blood cells with all the B12 I have...
I can end up running out of B12. It's not that vitamin C causes a vitamin
B12 deficiency... it's like running out of salsa while you eat chips. They
I also had massive cramps in my legs... apparently vitamin C work in harmony
with magnesium too... I took that as well, and calcium... I stopped kicking
and went back to sleep peacefully.
And about rebound scurvy if you stop vitamin C... it's because when your
life style doesn't have enough of that or other nutrients, your metabolism
will wisely slow down functions... If you take supplements, the Adrenal
glands will tell the thyroid that we can go faster and do things that we
couldn't before... so your new state will be faster... but if you suddenly
stop that new lifestyle, your body functions won't have the time to adapt
slowly, in a way that you won't notice... so you'll notice symptoms of scurvy.
And faster because your body is used to be able to burn a lot of vitamin
C. It's like a rich person who gets poor, but still doesn't get it because
the bankrupt was so sudden... so he uses credit cards thinking that money
will keep coming soon... but it doesn't and he ends up in crippling debt.
Well, you can have nutritional debts, and the poor schmuck that ends up
being beaten for borrowing what he can't repay from the wrong people, are
your vital organs.
Taking drugs from big Pharma or the street pusher is like borrowing from
mobsters... it will cost your life. You're better off giving up what you
want to do or think you must do with more money than you can make on your
own. If you can't get that money now, you won't be able to get it later,
because you'll have spend your time wasting the money instead to use poverty
as a wake up call to motivate you to know how to make money independently
and be rich where it truly matter... Instead to be someone else's bitch
and at their mercy. That's how it is to be taken care of by doctors instead
to take responsibility for your own life... Forget being pampered, you're
not a baby anymore. And some of them are beaten to death when they cry...
So figure out your own needs... if you can't do it no one can.
Harsh? That's how my rational brain talks to my emotional brain. If I hadn't
listened, I'd be dead hugging a bucket of ice cream and 12 cats to "comfort"
myself... instead I found a way to no longer need to be comforted by providing
my needs and ending my misery.
Magnesium make you feel like being in love, but finding a lover won't fix
a magnesium deficiency. Cacao has some, but processed chocolate broke the
balance with too much sugar and destroying vitamin C by heat... (used up
as the plant tried to heal itself until it died)... raw almonds (not drenched
in crappy oils and roasted rancid) are as delicious as effective. Supplements
too. I sleep much better.
Magnesium is necessary to make serotonin, the free good hormone. You can
take drugs trying to recycle the little you can make... destroying your
kidneys in the process, becoming dependent which means that you are CAUSING
an imbalance in your brain… or you can eat the materials required
in its recipe to make more... It's made in the gut with magnesium. The gut
is lined with neurons like a brain... what you eat matters this much for
That's why you are depressed when malnourished... Will you take the wake
up call and figure out.
If you're nut, then eat the nuts.
And green stuff full of vitamin C... but if your body can't handle anything,
then the deficiency got accumulated for too long, more than bearable, and
supplements can help, since eating buckets of food all day to catch up to
deficiencies isn't easy... some people manage to do it... but unfortunately
they rely on the process junk that was nutritionally deficient, more of
the wrong thing won't make them right... something artificial that can't
nourish you from a natural amount won't either with a bigger amount... and
that's how people end up obese... but the fat isn't the problem... nutritional
deficiencies making people ravenously hungry for real food is making them
sick. Just eat real food.
Processed junk with artificial flavors and colors that make you feel high
is basically trying to survive by eating only drugs… They are void
nutritionally and get you high… Make sure you at least eat what you
need if you poison yourself… like getting enough vitamin C if you
smoke so it won't be taken from the heart, joints and skeleton. Your body
is a whole, so smoking causes more than just lung cancer… and people
are madly hungry for a reason if they only eat cardboard and paint…
because some money hungry asshole added sugar to fool them. If we could
really survive with products having sugar as first ingredient in its list,
then we would be able to survive by eating a sugar bag with a spoon... We
can't. Many do it, you do if you eat disguised processed food, then people
wonder why they are depressed and sick... *sigh*
The body is so amazing for keeping people alive with all the toxins that
we pour everywhere, in the air, food, on our skin... don't think that you
need drugs because your body is being defective... there's so much abuse
and neglect that even the most amazing thing can endure... and there's nothing
more amazing than life forms. Even if you mistreat your life until it's
hell... life itself is amazing! Threat it that way, with respect and care
YOURSELF, and it will become obvious for you too. You don't have to do anything
to deserve it. Life just is. But you have to take care of it the way it
Even if you manage to go fast from stimulants, you'll just deepen your nutritional
debt and will be even more depleted, exhausted, depressed and in pain later.
Rest while nourishing yourself until you're good to go again... it's best
to balance the nutrition in and energy out... but emotional people like
me are so passionate that we give everything we have and more into what
we do... constantly burning ourselves out, but we can do that for a limited
time, before crashing harder and harder... make sure nutrition and rest
is balanced later and not accumulated over time from not providing enough,
only half replaying the debt before worsening it four times more... that's
not good enough to thrive, no matter how much things get done.
That's the trap of alcoholism... it's like drinking pure sugar (a lot is
added for fermentation, to make alcohol, but that's toxic so it's even worse),
Booze is like drinking cocaine... That's why people get a boost on it, but
then they crash even lower... getting enraged from what is actually a hunger
rage (symptom of hypoglycemia, reactive... because it's caused by sugar
so sugar pills aren't a cure... damn medical doctors are dumb!!!)
But instead of going for nutrition that will stabilize the blood sugar and
give real energy, they go for another high, and the roller coaster restarts...
same with cakes... cola...
But without calcium and magnesium to calm the nerves... you'll just freak
out. That's not energy... a mindless high rush is like a gunshot in the
dark... not a focused athlete accomplishing goals... That's why people have
such a bad attitude when relying on stimulants, aim for balance not highs
or it will balance itself with the lows that you are trying to avoid by
being the CAUSE not the solution!
That's why more of the wrong thing will never make it right. Even if for
a few seconds you feel good, the price and debt is too high... It's the
long term effects that are important... and the long term effects of medical
drugs are kidney failure.
Eat vitamins and minerals damnit!!! Even eating my shit would be better
than the junk that you're being given from companies that focus on PROFITS,
not NUTRITION. You have to do that yourself.
Get back up ^
Instead to understand why the body adapts, higher doses are given.
Adrenal Glands (Green pony): *CRIES & SHRIEEEEEEEEEKS!!!*
Thyroid (Blue pony): I can’t stop... we must hold on...
Can you see now why depression isn't just in people's head? You need to
rest but you can't... everything you ingest (and that includes breathing
and putting on your skin) stays in your blood for 3 days... So the coffee
in the morning and all day long is one of the reasons that you can't sleep
Sleeping isn't just about being unconscious. This isn't the matrix, you
aren't a rechargeable battery... and in the matrix they are actually being
depleted while in comas.
Sleep requires energy, probably even more than being awake. It's not about
stopping to run around so you can catch your breath. It's a huge effort
to repair the damage that you did to yourself by running around. And you
can't rebuild organs with sugar cubes! Even Gingy, the gingerbread man from
Shrek, would need more than sugar to hold himself together.
Your body staying the same once it grew up is an illusion.
"Believe it or not, your lungs are six weeks old". They won't
be renewed if you smoke to cut your appetite. Sure sucking on a stick of
burnt trash will cut your appetite, but that won't nourish you. Vitamin
C is an antioxidant, which means that it heals damage done by oxygen, and
oxygen is needed to burn energy by all your cells, so that needs to happen,
and that needs to be healed even more. Breathing fire require even more
vitamin C and cause direct damage to your lungs... feeding the cells weird
mutated burnt chemicals that will produce mutant cells if that's all they
have to reproduce... and will deform the good ones as well. The body will
try to isolate the toxins in fat (so that won't make you skinny) and in
tumors... to try to survive as long as possible... being poisoned... that
will trigger a high alert, death is coming! You'll enter the fight or flight,
kicking the adrenals directly, bypassing the wise reaction to slow down
when starved... because you are being attacked, you have to struggle...
So yeah, your metabolism will have a boost... you will feel alive... but
not because you can function by being well fed... more like being trapped
in a contraption from the movie Saw... "The candle that burns twice
as bright burns half as long." But that's not the expression I was
looking for... Ah, I found it: "The candle burns brightest just before
it goes out."
This is how it is to live on stimulants instead of nutrition.
Still wondering why you feel depressed like doom is coming? Because doom
is right there. You did it to yourself.
Get back up ^
The body cannibalized itself for nutrients to function and broke apart.
Human doctor: How can they be dead? They where so lively a second ago...
Doctors don't understand why people drop dead out of the blue from a heart
attack. But that sure isn't from a Statin drug deficiency. They think there
are no warning symptoms... there are plenty. But anxiety and depression
are dismissed as being just in your head a stupid little hypochondriac wanting
Well, then give better attention to yourself because doctors won't save
What kind of people are forced to go faster while starved and exhausted?
Oh you think you aren't one just because you can choose your cage and master?
You think getting minimum wage is a fair share from the results accomplished
together by companies that make billions from their employees?
But in the end... you choose what you do with your gold and your time...
you have the control over your life.
Worse case scenario that happens more often than you'd want to admit: You
can burn yourself out, force yourself to go faster than naturally possible
with stimulants, just because someone else demands the dangerous impossible,
without trying to understand yourself and what YOU want, beyond what the
ads tell you to scare the shit out of you, make you feel inadequate and
buy their fake help to reassure yourself... If you don't understand what
you need, feel, think, want... and then whine that no one does... you can
throw your life away at anyone who promise you to take care of you, some
lover who just want money or sex, even drug pushers (in an office or the
Or you can take care of yourself like your very life is the most important
thing in your life... after all you can't live without it~ So be selfish,
but you don't always have to be mean about it... but sometimes you do~
Go ahead, disappoint the people who want to abuse and exploit you for their
own benefit at their peril. Even if it's your parents, because it's SOOOO
easier to nag someone into accomplishing things to make us look good by
association... than actually doing them ourselves...
Just make sure that you are well fed and safe so you can survive.
Bite the hand that want to disrespect your limits and needs if you have
to... but if it's your own... then change and do better for yourself.
Cutting yourself will force your brain to release pain killers once the
danger has passed... but just because you put the knife away after slicing
and dicing you won't mean that your issues will be solved, and your nutritional
deficiencies won't get better, especially since your requirements just got
up for damaging yourself! Dumb ass. But you can handle anything when well
rested and well nourished, especially when you have enough vitamin C for
the Adrenals to orchestrate everything else... and for everything else to
heal from the strain as you go.
Stimulants can be subtle like loud music... but that's like listening to
lions screaming that they will eat you, to trigger the fight or flight,
kicking the adrenals out of rest, by making it believe that reserves should
be used because this is a life or death situation. Loud music is threatening
to your body. It doesn't just hurt ears, big bass are a pulse, it affects
touch! But worse than being hit because the sound wave can cross walls,
so it cross your body, hitting your vital organs... damaging your cells...
and not just your ears... and not just with hear loss.
The nerves are coated with something, the way you are coated with skin.
It hurts to be touched on broken skin or have salt put on a open flesh,
because there's nothing to block nerve signals... But nerves also have some
sort of skin. Made with B vitamins, and probably C too it glues everything
together with collagen. So when your nerves get over stimulated with not
enough nutrition... their coating get damaged... the nerve can die... or
become raw and even more sensitive... From sound damage to the nerves in
the ears... every little sounds can end up causing agony (it's a symptom
of magnesium deficiency too, lots of nutrients work together to do everything)
and you can end up with tinnitus... hearing iiii all the time... It's awful.
So that's anoter example why over stimulation is dangerous...
Socializing require all your senses and so many things to process... it's
the most exhausting thing... when you are exhausted, it's natural not to
be able to handle people. Fear is your body's way to tell you "I don't
have the energy and means to handle this, it will exhaust and hurt me, let's
not hurt ourselves to stay healthy." That's very sane. In fact, it
couldn't be saner. Of course it's fun to be with people, well, some of them...
but not everyone is an extrovert gaining energy by being with others (probably
sucking it out of them)... introverts recharge by being alone and that's
okay (they where probably the sensitive ones that gave everything that had
so the extroverts could feel better... so they're not weaker.)
It's best to take care of ourselves so we can be and share with others...
if you only give away and never take care of your own needs, never receive
in return... the balance will be broken... one day will alone won't be able
to force your body to function... you'll crash... with no reserves left,
even depleted organs... and unless you put aside your old ways, and embrace
balance... and even do the extreme opposite and provide MORE than you do
until you catch up... you'll live all your life in agony until the end...
The only thing that you HAVE to do is survive... and the basics needs to
do so. Everything else is a bonus.
Sure there are bonus that I can't imagine live without... But I had to give
up my wants, dreams and even loved ones (especially the ones hurting me
with disguised hatred)... but I had to so I can stay alive and gain back
the energy to enjoy more later.
Every choices require a sacrifice... we can have everything. Even the richest
have to choose between gold plating their car or helicopter... tragic.
As I proudly made that comic... I didn't have the pleasure of writing to
my friends instead... I feel bad about it... not being emotionally available...
but when I am, I give everything I've got and I feel deeply... the down
side is needing to rest... so I can do it again. I need to express stuff
out of my head... I guess I can give them the link and choice to read all
that or not. I'm impressed if anyone can read that much. I can only write,
hahaha. Hello, I love you~
I even eat junk from time to times... but the few minutes of pleasure aren't
worth spending more than a week in a fog, unable to move from the dizziness
and pain, unable to be near loved ones because I'm like a wounded animal
wanting to bite everything, because I can't take more stimulation and I'm
just plain hungry... to heal... nothing is that tasty or fun... But thankfully
there are foods that are tasty and fun without sending you in such a hell
that you just want to kill yourself, unable to remember that it was better
and can be again... if you stop junking yourself up...
Detox hurts so we'll crave the very things that poison us to stop it...
but if we allow the confusion of change... something much better can come
out of it.
I am deeply grateful for my body for slowing me down and expressing his
depressed distress... Even after years I'm still damaged, but I'm catching
up... and even though I had to give up on dreams... better ones came true
even though I never thought that I could feel so free~
Get back up ^
Respect your body’s limits.
Fulfill your needs and everything will function optimally. Life forms require
real nourishment not stimulants. Coffee, cola, sugar, tobacco, alcohol and
other drugs will never compensate for vitamins & minerals deficiencies.
More of the wrong things won’t make them right. Forget worthless grains,
corn, soy & toxic chemicals. Forget worthless grains, corn, soy &
toxic chemicals. To escape misery: heal by eating fresh meats, veggies,
fruits, nuts & probiotic yogurt. Horses are delicious too~
I do eat horse meat. You don't need to be a vegetarian to eat vegetables.
The problem with meat is that carnivores get vitamins from eating EVERYTHING...
Joints, vital organs storing vitamins and minerals... we only eat the flesh
and that's not enough. I boil my chicken bones until everything disintegrate
away... and I get a lot of collagen gelatin... my body is trilled with delight.
Forget the yellow powder. I add fresh curcuma roots when I cook the beast.
I still eat mostly vegetables, to stuff myself up and get nutrients... with
a raw salad to get live enzymes... and live cells to become my own... "welcome
to the collective!" Vegetarians and vegans are against eating meat
for some morality... as if lions where evil...
But locking a prey up all its life, with a diet that isn't what they need
to fatten them up... with no nutrition... and stuffing them with toxins
Antibiotics because they get sick... and eaten alive by the bacteria and
mold that digest and return the dead to the earth... because their life
is rotting away from malnutrition and insalubrious living conditions...
locked up in their own feces without seeing the sun and get vitamin D from
it... and giving them hormones to bypass their own, causing chaos, to make
them grow faster... and even cyanide because a healthy chicken will have
a pink flesh from lots of red blood cells thanks to good nutrition... or
irritation from poison! Looking the same isn't enough to be the same!!!
You eat all that's in them!
Nutrition was replaced by drugs... And we do that because we are over populated...
so we over populate animals together, stressing them, making them violent...
They cut the beaks of chicken so they won't kill each other... put them
together in cages smaller than they are... crushed against the metal...
instead to let them eat bugs outside... and then they spray toxins on plants
to kill the bugs!!! Eating life is natural... plants are sentient beings
too... sunflowers follow the sun... they can feel and make decisions. They
don't have a brain, but like us, all cells have a brain and work together
as a big brain all over their body. They just don't use a dedicated area.
So eating animals is natural... torturing them all their life isn't okay...
They're not as nutritious and delicious... sick toxic meat will make you
sick. Maybe not right away because our observation forget over time... but
if we could see a life time in a day... the long term consequences would
be freaking obvious. I worked at a McDonald... I saw new employees get sick
and decay as they ate it... disfigured with acne, like someone threw acid
at their face and their skin melt off... but that comes from the inside
out... so the internal damage is even worse...
Tofu mimics estrogen, the female hormone, and will mess with your system.
It's used as cheap filler because it tastes NOTHING so you can add artificial
flavors and give the illusion that you eat variety when it's just the same
During pregnancy, it's important to have reserves to face the ordeal of
creating an entire new complex body... and sustains two lives instead of
one... Belly fat would protect the baby like a cushion too. So women taking
the pill make their body believe that they are already pregnant so the body
won't make more eggs, to avoid carrying 9 babies at once... So they get
fat... and men eating soy look like pregnant women too, with a huge belly
(from fermenting the wrong foods too, like wheat) and even tits! And of
course if your body ends up thinking you're a woman because of so much soy,
you won't get erections either. Asian people don't eat that much, and they
ferment it to lower the bad stuff in it... and eat it along nutritious sea
weed, vegetables, and other meats. The B vitamins are found in meat... We
need both... vegetables and meat... The war between vegetarians and meat
eaters should end... they are both right and wrong at the same time... we
should all point wheat, corn and soy as the problem.
Problems are always from having not enough of the right thing and too much
of the wrong things (but wrong things shouldn't be taken at all. Unless
you like feeling like shit...)
I avoid soy because it's a goitrogen, it inhibits the thyroid... basically
it's a thyroid killer. I don't have menstrual cramps since I don't welcome
soy in my life; it mimics estrogen so it probably made the whole period
event even more intense than my own hormones wanted to... Being well fed
allowed me to renew my uterus without feeling like I'm dying and bleeding
to death... because I have vitamin C to ease the inflammation, B vitamins
too to make blood, and magnesium to prevent intense spasms.
There is so much more to eat... such delights... many more flavors than
pure sugar... a symphony of flavors and nutrients for your body to be in
Pony creator (generator) by generalzoi at deviantart.
Here's the link I used to make the ponies. I can't draw horses. It's Flash
and online, so it's safe and no need to install... but I wish I could because
it's so awesome I don't want to lose it.
Pony Creator Full Version
I also used it to make the art: My Little Pony: Castration day
Oh I found a version 3
The older one seems faster to use, the new one is cut at the bottom, but
that's probably from my old browser. Nope, you need to drag and drop the
menu to move it up and down... Hm... that's hard to find out... I prefer
to scroll my mouse wheel... Oh~ I can use the program then! Oh~ the new
version has more stuff~ Oh I love tall hat accessories! The colors can now
be copy-pasted from Photoshop's codes... easier to use. Oh that's super
cool~ I wish I was that good at drawing and coding flash. Well, I can still
play with it~ Thank you stranger. See, I told you being alone and disconnected
was an illusion. Everyone do stuff that we can enjoy~
Enjoy and do some for yourself~
Lisa Of Shades
Comic: 6 September 2015
Text: 7 September 2015
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